Since I graduated two years ago
- 400 "real" applications to places that required a resume+cover letter
- over 1000 "instant apply" applications that are probably garbage that instantly denied
- 13 actually bothered to reply to me
- of those 13, nine of them were to tell me that I was denied (one was McDonalds lmao)
- the four I got interviews for, all of them said no
- one of them (local burrito place) said they can't hire me because I don't speak Spanish and can't communicate with 90% of the other employees LMAO
I know I have a useless history degree and I'm in my 30's and have very little experience. But they won't even let me flip burgers or work retail. Something has got to give. I've accepted mediocrity of a cashier job or 40-year cubicle hell and they won't even let me have that.
Hit 170lbs (77kg) this morning. Although that is after sleep so dehydrated and no food in belly. But I was 183lbs (83kg) three months ago. I would say my diet is very limited but I just am not hungry, even with exercise. I definitely also probably lost muscle but the fat loss has been very noticeable. Now I gotta get rid of that final few bodyfat percent and I'll be in six pack town. I feel very motivated by how much progress I made literally just not buying candy and soda every day. Although I do crave it, forcing myself to not buy it when I am at the checkout really paid off.
Surface-level tech liker and poser weeb. Certified by the Tennou Heika himself to deny Japanese war crimes. Also one day I want to be an artist of some sort, but I'm not sure how to go about it.