Get done final exam in one class I was super worried about and think, wow, that wasn't so bad, I think I'll get a pretty good grade!
Next class, feeling confident, I volunteer to do presentation that I wasn't even done with, unprepared and on the spot, and begin stammering and freezing in front of everyone, forget how to read my notes somehow, stand in silence in front of a blank projector for actual minutes. The day would have been amazing if I didn't do that
I'm at a point where I just don't think I am skilled enough at my classes to pass on getting the work done alone. I really feel so retarded. Like literal skill issue at shit other people can do just fine. I'm so scared, there's two weeks left until graduation and I still have no semblance of whether or not I'll pass my last classes. It's been so long so if I fuck up now I don't know how I'll recover.
Fuck. Fuck. I just gotta get through May.
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