Okay I have been working with GameMaker again and it's weird how they went through
>one time purchase if you want to export
to
>subscription if you want to export
back to
>one time purchase if you want to export
It's kind of good now but kind of not? They dropped "GameMaker Studio 2" even though the IDE is nearly the same, just call it "GameMaker" now, and now my Pro license doesn't count for the new vanilla "GameMaker" line. Like, okay I can still use GMS2 which they last updated in November 2023, but that will be left in the dust in a few years time, just like GMS1. But nu-GameMaker isn't even a super crazy advancement like it was for GMS1.4 to GMS2, so they literally just rebranded it to get you to fucking pay again! Fucking Opera!!! Bitches!!!
Fun to fuck around in it again but I should just use Godot or learn2code for real I guess
Get done final exam in one class I was super worried about and think, wow, that wasn't so bad, I think I'll get a pretty good grade!
Next class, feeling confident, I volunteer to do presentation that I wasn't even done with, unprepared and on the spot, and begin stammering and freezing in front of everyone, forget how to read my notes somehow, stand in silence in front of a blank projector for actual minutes. The day would have been amazing if I didn't do that
I'm at a point where I just don't think I am skilled enough at my classes to pass on getting the work done alone. I really feel so retarded. Like literal skill issue at shit other people can do just fine. I'm so scared, there's two weeks left until graduation and I still have no semblance of whether or not I'll pass my last classes. It's been so long so if I fuck up now I don't know how I'll recover.
Fuck. Fuck. I just gotta get through May.
The music reverberating throughout my apartment as I am 400 tabs and eight hours deep into pixiv and e621 looking for the perfect picture to end my night to
Emotional day...
Surface-level tech liker and poser weeb. Certified by the Tennou Heika himself to deny Japanese war crimes. Also one day I want to be an artist of some sort, but I'm not sure how to go about it.