@LukeAlmighty that can be positive sometimes too though.
i made the music for god's disdain in one month. just banged it out. i knew i liked what i was making otherwise i wouldn't have published it, you know, but a lot of it i will still listen to and be like "wtf I MADE THAT?" now that i'm detached from the process of making it i'll listen to it and be like "damn this is good."
i've already started to feel that way about the game sometimes too. i forget some of the things i've made in the game so when i stumble upon them i'm taken aback and i'm like "damn that's cool!"