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this sounds kind of bad, but i kind of wish something bad would happen?
the times in my life i've had the most drive have been when i was at the lowest points.
when things are going relatively well, i get too comfortable and i kind of get stagnant.
@beardalaxy
Nah, that's totally normal, even though a bit self destructive.
It is a natural extention of the exploration instinct. If you don't leave the cave, how can you find more food?
Just accept that it's there, and act informed but not controled by it.