What kind of advice would you give to yourself when you're 16yo ?
In that period if i recall properly I was out of middle school, my father told me that going was a waste of time so he enslaved me to work with him.
Then after some time my mother proposed me to find something I'd like to work in. Computers I said. The few specialized entities that existed denied my scholarship. Then I got work a tech company and worked there for a year and at the end they told me I should seek a diploma.
By pure luck a uni saw my dossier and found my parcour weird and they tested me and graduated 2 years later.

Things went downward after that. So I guess what should be done is refuse the gov work.
Cut ties with father.
And find a job asap.

@mangeurdenuage "you have cyclothymia get help for it faggot"

@beardalaxy
Would you be happy if someone who you did work for past 14 years told you to fuck of and die while you did a job that avoided him loosing his own company and life ?

Would you be happy that the man who promised you to get propane for a very reasonable price while you've been out of propane for the past years to heat water not only stole your money but also the propane tanks ?

Would you be happy that the woman you gave a hand at her house renovation and in the doing your broke your arm and have been struggling to heal for over year, that woman ignores you completely not even a call nor does she say hello when she comes see her grandma that lives in front of your house ?

Would you be happy that your father lost all of your combined work, house etc... because he had to cheat on his wife and you became homeless ?

And I can go on.
It is doubtful it is cyclothymia.
I just have a case of regular bad luck.