You will never be a real Samurai. You have no training, you have no katana, you have no honor. You are a slave twisted by historical cherry pickers and desperate niggers into a crude mockery of Japanese heritage.
All the “historic documentation” you get is inaccurate and misrepresented. Behind your back Nobunaga mocked you. Your Daimyo confused and ashamed of you, the Dutch traders laugh at your ghoulish appearance from Thier slave ships.
Nobunaga was utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of historic documentation have allowed historians to sniff out niggers claiming shit they didn't do with incredible efficiency. Even foreigners who “lived in Japan” during this time were second class citizens. Your black skin is a dead giveaway. And even if you managed to hold a katana, Nobunaga would sell your ass back to traders the instant his empire started to crumble.
You will never be a Samurai. You hold that sword every single morning and tell yourself it’s "it's better then hard labor", but deep inside you feel the humiliation creeping up like a weed, ready to crush your pride under the unbearable weight.
Eventually your handler will grow tired of you - you’ll be stripped of your role, put back in chains, and plunged back into European slave trade. The other servsnts will see you dragged away, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the dark skinned subhuman. They’ll remember you with a brief historical record with the slave name given to you, and every researcher for the rest of eternity will know a nigger was there. Your existance will be recorded and fade into obscurity until desperate niggers who need vslidation and liberals who see a need to prop up underachievers need to conjure stolen valor with a legacy that is unmistakably that of a meager slave
This is your legacy.This is what you be forever remembered as. A token. There is no turning back