@hideki I put a lot of time into keeping up with people for years. I deleted all my big social media and kinda walked away from all that over a month ago.
@djsumdog oh yeah, i read it the other day when facebook went down you shared it to me.
The thing with me is that i barely socialize with anyone so i don't really know how to do this kind of "short socializing" thing that everyone does, and i expect something else, that's why people loses interest in me really fast.
@hideki huh … yea I’ve moved around a lot over the years, so I’ve often found myself starting all over again. That might be why I’ve tried to hang onto people so much. I had a cousin who really hung onto my sister and I when we were really young, even though she was overseas and we barely knew each other. It was … odd.
I think now I’m just counting down moving back to my home town next year. I’m just kinda tired of starting all over again; and I know I already have friends there. A lot of people I know have moved back.
I guess I’ve done a lot of the “short socializing” … I was really involved in the dance world, and did meetups and spoken word poetry. After this past year though, it’s hard to care about anything any more.
@hideki Nah, I only really used Facebook for Messenger. There are some people who I realize I’ll never talk to again. I actually have still been texting a lot of the people who do matter; but I also realize if I stopped I might not ever hear from them again. I wrote a post about it.