@beardalaxy no, you don't get it
you don't *just* make everyone sad so you could feel happy; it's not a deranged schadenfreude
you make everyone sad so they could feel soul-engulfing, encompassing, distilled cleansing ~toska~ and come out of it a better man; it's like detox for your soul
and because you made people a bit better, you feel a bit happy
it's a major Slav thing (although not just Slav, Japanese are quite fond of it too, and it's derived from them respecting Classic Russian Literature), I write in the same way even when I don't want to; it's the same thing that makes so many of quests in the Witcher deliver a gut punch in their finales
@lina @beardalaxy иди нахуй