YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

@opal @tarperfume I called it "autopilot" when I was stoned and would just walk around doing things, I obsered myself going to get a sandwich and then veering off out of nowhere to go pee and all I could do was say internally was "Huh, guess I'm doing this now" like when SpongeBob had plankton controlling his brain.

@opal @tarperfume I had cevs from pot, had to smoke a lot of pot. Couldn't move. Equilibrium gone, room jittering like alcohol. Almost threw up. Was very taxing.

@opal @cummies I pretend to know less than I do because that's safer.

@cummies @opal dxm is a disassociative and disassociation is so, so much fun. Disassociation feels so peaceful, it's such a relief, like finally turning off the switch in the brain that says "this is real, take this seriously, be stressed"

@opal I could have sworn I've seen reports that scientists have come out and said the adrenochrome research was fraudulent, I have to look more into it, unfortunately that was years ago that I read that and now all I find when I look up adrenochrome is garbage articles about qanon

@tarperfume @opal it's a good resource

@tarperfume @opal dropping this here erowid.org

@cummies @opal I once took a large dose of benadryl and had very vivid waking dreams, I would nod out and enter a dream that I didn't know was a dream, then after a while I'd wake up in reality again confused, and unsure, but vaguely remembering what was going on, until it ended. Deliriant use is also dangerous because it increases the chance of Alzheimer's disease.

@opal hypothetical question, would you ever do adrenochrome (if it was real, which it's not)