YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club
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@bitterblossom @opal @prouddegenerate I even got a card back when that was a thing to do, opioids help more and don't make me unable to focus. Pot is great for the mind and minor pain, but when shit gets real the poppy is king.
@prouddegenerate @opal @tarperfume I didn't even come out to him, he never knew, he was just mad that I would dare come to him for support.
@bitterblossom @opal @prouddegenerate There's a place a mile away but I can't even ride my bike anymore because my body hurts from old broken bones and pain pills are viewed as bad here in nazi America, anything that gives goypigs relief is viewed as bad, since goypigs are supposed to suffer. I'm not going to go score pills on the street either because I don't want to get ripped off or arrested.
@tarperfume @opal @prouddegenerate but the real final nail in the coffin was when my transgirl rebound gf made fun of me for having loli hentai and I was just like, you know what, done, go away, enjoy your life, I'm done with this shit.
@tarperfume @opal @prouddegenerate It changed after my ex threatened me with inprisonment and abandonment after I confessed to him that I was very depressed and didn't want to live anymore, and that I wanted help talking about these feelings. He started screaming, said "I've LOST people!!!", and then told me to "Get the fuck out". I was blindsided. I was shattered. And then I was filled with hate and anger, and the sense that no matter who I meet they will betray me.
@jyushimatsu Oh it's obvious, she walks with an unnatural gait and it's not clumsiness, it's her spatial system not working right (my theory at least)
@opal @prouddegenerate I have the irrational fear that if I'm not under cover, I am exposed and vulnerable to attack, and that's too risky for me. I know normal people aren't like this, I know I used to not be like this.
I have a developmentally disabled cat, I found her as a kitten under a house, alone, no cats in area so idk where she came from. No telling if the mother abandoned her because she was different, or if she got brain damage from being malnourished after being alone. She was on the verge of death when I found her and had tremors from being so hungry. I had no cat food so I fed her my own food, raw, no seasonings (bad for cats) until she was a healthy weight. Then I took her to the vet and that was 3 years ago. She never went back to normal, and is the only cat I've ever seen slip or bump into something, but I love her. (She can still hunt, and I find lots of mice heads outside).
@prouddegenerate @opal Ok just went into my front yard to breathe, I got anxious and went back in.
@opal I'm scared if I give my real opinion about anything sus the normies will just grin like psychopaths and start knifing me to death while cackling
@opal I'm scared to, I'm scared of random events, and I'm scared of groups of normies
I was trained to answer to authority, I was very good at it, but I became disillusioned. I was such a good dog. A good boy. Until I realized there's things I cared more about than my masters approval.
I don't talk to other people, I just stay in my home all day long. It's been like this for years. You guys are all I got.
If you were really trad like me you would respect others right to free expression, that's what trad is really about. It's about rolling up your sleeves and working hard to protect losers who don't respect you, and if you can't get that through your fucking head all the way into the center, then you're not really trad.
don't bully him I'm just airing confused frustrations
@coolboymew An art dealer could buy this for 200, start a meme campaign getting everyone laughing and talking about this stupid thing, and then resell it for a couple grand.
@Alex I like some of Levays words, but hate him as a person, and most followers of his I have been disgusted by as well. I see them as hypocrites, because they tend to be just as dishonest as the christians they hate, while pretending to be better.
@tarperfume @megaseed I like weird ships, for example, wouldn't it be hot if Spongebob and Mermaid man fell in love and got gay married and the town had to learn to let go of old prejudices and celebrate Sponge and Mermaidmans unique love?
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