YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

My mom pretends to be supportive of queers but then she quotes Bill Maher making fun of pronouns

I think other fediposters feel it too
https://youtu.be/frxvwSrertY

https://youtu.be/uR6LfJts7KI

Woke up late again, slow starting with it being colder since the furnace broke.

@bless @Yellow_Heart Reminds me of taoism
"Tao is everything, but not everything is Tao"

@driftwood @cummies I can't find the link now but it was a euro study done with older patients, and the clinic running it said none of their parents had any problems so far. I saw elsewhere while looking for it now that only 25% of recreational ketamine users have bladder trouble, so it's definitely not a guaranteed fate with use.

@NO @nikiboo https://youtu.be/gGlUyk1fFuo

@nocontextspongebob

@cummies @driftwood Yes but they've been doing studies on people in medical settings (not recreational) using moderate doses and they've been fine for years, daily dose, for years. It seems to be a thing that happens to some people but not others, so ketamine bladder damage seems to have to do with more than just ketamine use. Possibly genetics.

@driftwood @cummies Ket can sometime get rushy but not bad enough to be not worth taking. I hear too much can lead to problems but Idk how someone can do too much unless they take a bunch at once, bumping up slowly a person knows when they've had enough, a microdose every 20 min or so until they're where they want to be.

-or so I've heard

@errante @driftwood @cummies We would sleep in the same bed, sometimes I would be naked because I can't sleep with clothes on, he'd always have something on though, and he really liked for me to wrap my arms around him from behind, and press my bulge between his cheeks. It was an unspoken thing, because as soon as I brought it up and wanted to talk about it and make it official, he got scared and couldn't go through with it. We were like that, a weird pseudocouole for a couple years. Complete strangers would see us together and assume we were a gay couple. And that was after he said "b-but I'm not gayyyy" like dude YOU ARE GAY, EVERYONE KNOWS IT (still hurts )

@cummies @driftwood @errante Once my complicated twink bf took dph and we were sitting on my bed relaxing, and he said "Wait, the door! Jazzys chicken!! Don't let it out!"...he thought we were in a car, and he didn't know I was me, and he thought I had a chicken, and he was worried about it getting loose

@driftwood @cummies Dph = full break from reality, as in full, you will enter dreams and you will not know you entered them, you will forget life entirely and will work off dream logic until you snap out of it, you will bob up and down, in and out. Not fun. Some people talk about shadow people and spiders but I've never seen them. It can be very unpleasant. Taxing on body. Extreme dry mouth.

DXM is only good if pure, syrups have too much sugar or sweetener and will make people puke, and if it has additives that can make people sick too. It feels like those cameras people put on their heads facing them, so when they move it looks like their face is stationary and the world and their body is whipping around it.

Salvia, if you can find it, is also not fun and also a complete break from reality. Regular trip reports involve experiences of being cut, crushed, stretched, macerated/ground up, and of being mocked by humanlike gnome creatures, who mock your pain and suffering and tell you horrible untrue shit to fuck with you.

Black men are better when they're sissified (just like white men)

I remember back on tumblr gore used to be easy to find, forever ago

Im surprised I haven't run across any gore instances or even gore posts here on fedi

https://youtu.be/qWTF-LSme7o
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