YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club
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Joined Nov 2021
I want it to be friend sex though not stranger sex, I want the friend part too
Hey guys ok so I'm well into my "after 20s", and I have no social circle, none, I cut them all off, ghosted them years ago, all with good reason, and my question is, how do I meet people to do normal human sex with if I'm not in college?
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@TheSomebodies I know, I took a cocktail of zink, and some other stuff, and it's what brought my load up from a teaspoon to two tablespoons, but I could never do those heavy, thick, spurts, that coated my partner or myself. The guy who filmed me losing my anal virginity without my permission shot massive loads like that, he would usually shoot them on my asshole and belly because I didn't want to be fucked yet, they were so hot they fucking burned, he was so sexy, he was a skinnyfat emo boy, Italian with good lips, I loved kissing him, he tasted so good, smooth face but hairy body, so fucking cute, anyway one day I decided I wanted him inside me, he knew ahead of time which is why he set up the camera, I noticed his laptop open and pointing at us halfway through fucking but I couldn't be sure it was on and didn't want to ruin the mood, when I didn't have cum brain afterwards I was like "duh that was totally fucking on retard" and I texted him like "dude wtf" and he was like "I know I'm sorry i already deleted it, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have I know, I deleted it" but I know he didn't fucking delete it. Anyway so we're fucking, and I'm like omg omg I love his fat broad long thick veiny Italian cock bare in my fucking ass and then he was like oh god oh god uhnngggg and I knew his sounds so I knew he was going to cum so I pumped it and pumped it even though it was hurting because I wanted him inside me and he begged me to stop but it hurt and I was tired of edging so I pumped it till he came and he was pissed but it felt so fucking good to have his hot nut burning in my guts. He always came so much it felt so fucking hot and full inside me.
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Ok guys another confession time.
This is gonna be a hard one, a really hard one, this is rough, it feels like a betrayal by me...the truth is, I fapped to bbc porn recently, it shook my world, I haven't known how to deal with it... I've fapped to it before yea sure, but that was by accident, it was incidental, this time? I searched it out. I LOOKED for the bbc porn........and the thoughts....the thoughts in my head?? The thoughts of submitting to the bbc...they made me sick.....but they made me cum........I have been fantasizing about having stables of bbc niggers in fine luxury fucking my ass and letting me fuck their black asses while their bbcs flopped everywhere and then they would all fuck my wife and cum in her while I fucked and sucked their asses.
I don't know what's wrong with me. It's like some lovecraftian shit, some entity has infected my mind with BBCs, I even have been imagining what the bbcs must have been like that raped my gf, I imagine sucking them and sucking the cum out of her raped pussy while they fucked me and I imagine they all have AIDS too...do I need therapy? I'm confident I can handle this on my own, some guilty part of me must feel as though it needs to be humiliated by bbc buck niggers, and so what I have to do is build myself up so I no longer feel deserving of such a deranged fate... perhaps?
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Ok guys confession time. This causes me stress. I feel inadequate for it. Anyway, I don't jizz much. Like, ever since I was a kid, and a teen, and through my 20s, I just don't cum much. My dick is above average according to google, but I still feel like it's REALLY small, like I feel like it's not a real dick unless it looks like a pringles can, and is also uncircumcised...I AM circumcized, which is mutilation, and a form of rape, I was genitally raped with a knife by a "doctor". Anyway, my dick, I wish it was just more than it is, you know? I wish my loads were huge, but they're small. I've seen guys shoot loads, in person, that were huge, like 2 shot glasses full of cum, *spurt, spurt, spurt spurt spurt, spurt, spurt, spurt* that's 8 fucking spurts, I don't cum like that and I wish I did, I cum like *spurt, spurt* and they're small, the spurts are not big, I cum like a teaspoon usually, maybe a tablespoon, but not much regardless. I've even taken supplements and abstained from cumming for days, and the best I can do is fill half a shot glass. :(
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guis u know i love fruit juice drinkies...but they make me fat T-T
How do I give up fruit juice drinkies when they're my favorite?
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https://youtu.be/ePq7PRQcZOo
I love the effort they put in with the acting and sets, even if it's goofy
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I was never good with numbers so thought I wouldn't be good with computers but computers aren't like hard math, they're like legos, if I think about it that way I can do it
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What do you think my safe space is (my happy place)
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