Wow Shabbas creeped up on us! I almost didn't realize! I've had the flu this past week and so I'm tempted to talk/think about entropy, but sickness isn't really entropy is it? I think sickness is just change. You know, there was a video I posted a while back that was a "step by step guide" on spirit possession. One of the ways a spirit could possess a body, was through sickness, sickness was indicative of spirit possession. This was not always a bad thing, possession is not always negative, there was even Christian tradition and Jewish tradition of sleeping on top of the grave of a Great Hero in order to be possessed by them to gain temporary strength in order to achieve a Divine goal. I don't know if I believe in literal possession, but there is definitely something going on, and this something is a change, and change is not entropy. Right now a battle is being waged inside my body, as is being waged in all our bodies, those of us who have functioning immune systems, and even in those who do not, still a battle is being waged, against the forces of the molecular, in order to contract, and pump, and fight, and electrically discharge, all in order to stay alive. And so it seems to me that life may be the most precious thing in the universe, dictated by the universe, by virtue of its existence in the face of entropy. If this is true we should all celebrate our lives, even the gross parts, even the parts where we're sweating, laying in our bed wishing that it would end, because our lives are precious, and for every down there is an up, for every trench there is a surface, and if we check out while we are dwelling within that trench well then that is where we will end and we will never again feel another high.
Let us pray, in the name of the Fall, in the name of The Trench, Amen.
"THE TRENCH KEEPS US HOLY THE TRENCH KEEPS US STRONG"
THE THIRD TENANT OF THE TRENCH IS PERSEVERANCE
@beardalaxy The reason I think they're blowing things out of proportion and Munchausen-ing their son, is because the parents reactions are really fucking weird. Like they're making things up, and they know it, or something. Why didn't they try whooping his ass if it was really that bad? They might have, and that's what's making them act weird because they're scared to admit that, but idk. If it was my kid and I GENUINELY thought he was sick like that the first thing I would try would be whooping his ass, long before sending him away to literal child prison. We'd glove up, I'd maintain that it was a friendly activity for us to share, and then I would beat the everliving fuck out of him, and see if he keeps acting like a little fucking creep.
@beardalaxy I agree with all your points, they're good points, but we never saw their conversations, the parents could be sick paranoid fucks like mine were and could have been asking him leading questions. They must have been leading him in some way, in order to make him feel comfortable and safe enough to tell them, so they may have lead him in other ways, like what happened to me.
"How would you rape them little son!?" Mom come on. "HOW WOULD YOU RAPE THEM! HOW WOULD YOU KEEP THEM QUIET?" Do we really have to do thi- "ANSWER THE QUESTION!!" Ugh with tape I guess? "OMG HE WOULD USE TAPE!!!!!"
And if that's the case him threatening to rape people when he gets out could (he could also be a real sick fuck I'm in agreement but idk if he is...) be his way of like, it's like when someone accuses you of being rude, all day they say you're rude, until you finally snap and start shoving all the snacks in your mouth and spitting them back in the bowl for everybody to see while you sarcastically bellow "OH SORRY, I'M *RUDE* THIS IS WHAT A *RUDE* PERSON WOULD DO, WHAT GUYS? WHAT? I'M *SO RUDE* SO I'M JUST ACTING *NORMALLY* I GUESS RIGHT? I'M *THE RUDEST PERSON THERE EVER WAS*"
Watching this livestream to help me figure out how to kill YHWH, I'm over here just like, "a physical body you say?" *writes that down*
https://www.youtube.com/live/SAQgMdOO__E?feature=share
https://youtu.be/_cY6_Bl3Qic
WHICH ONE OF YOU ARE REAL FEDIFRENS AND WHICH ONES ARE STALKER FEDIFRENS
https://youtu.be/5I96doybfPw
Emotional
https://youtu.be/fE-sXvCDyOc
Oh fedi, oh, oh fedi ![]()
The Trench