An anti-war painting that a court refused to censor as child exploitation has now been defaced by a protestor. https://news.artnet.com/art-world/controversial-miriam-cahn-painting-vandalized-2297547
Here's the court's ruling on the previous censorship attempt.
Learning about ancient history frens
https://youtu.be/zNNaZ110ee4
@Kagekokoro @mario I tried to build muscle recently, and I was eating 200g protein a day, my kidneys started hurting so I stopped. But I was seeing some results. I was working out hard too. But it was hard, I couldn't keep it up, my kidneys started hurting and I had no time for anything else. Now I just want to lose some fat and maintain but I'm addicted to sugars and grains (which turn to sugars), any time I try to cut them out and do just the protein and veg I lose my fucking mind and have mood swings, I self regulate with sugars, carbs, honey, maple syrup, whatever I can get my hands on that's more or less natural. I don't eat candy. I don't drink soda. I make sweet lemonades or have protein pancakes with butter and syrup, I eat actual food I just don't eat it in the amounts or frequency I should because I am unstable.
@mario I hate that I can't figure it out. The only time I was a healthy weight was when J was heavily using. I had no appetite and lots of energy. Now, I have no energy at all if I don't eat, and if I cut back on eating, and eat what I "should", I feel literally sick, like I have the flu, no energy, get depressed, eating has literally become an addiction and I'm not even "that" fat, but I wish I was thin, I can either be fat and feel bad, or eat less and feel worse.
@mario losing weight is hard, why can't it be easy ![]()
@rysertio Agree
Does anybody else enjoy pole dancing youths? (Legal, on youtube, and insta, it's an art form). I feel like if anyone knew I watched this shit they'd treat it like it was something fucked up, but it captivates me, and is an example of what I've been saying as part of my message; Some "kids" are more cognitively developed thean others, indicated by coordination, they don't look like "clumsy kids" they look like young women.
https://youtu.be/t1pqi8vjTLY
Momo fedi
@animeirl I worry if I have kids I'll be a failure, but if I had infinite time, energy, and stuff, I think I'd try it, can't be too hard as long as you have all your needs met and are in a good place emotionally, then it might even be fun. But in reality where things go wrong idk if I could handle it, I worry I'd fail the kid. I hope I'd be a good parent, not an unwell guy like my dad was, he wasn't evil just troubled, would throw hands at parties, tough type, till he got hurt, and all his staus went away. Makes me sad. I refuse to get bitter like him, I'm bitter, but not like him, I have hope, and if I can hang onto the hope I might be alright, and that's what I look forward to, being alright one day, in the world and with others.
The Trench