YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I only slept well when I was tricked into thinking people loved me (maybe they did, but if so they eventually stopped acting like it)

Ok going bed now fediverse I'm tired but I never sleep well because of trauma

Ok, on to Beverly Hills Cop 3 now, dude the father figure died, murdered by criminals, Axel is gonna get em

Onto Beverly Hills Cop 2 now

This the most hilarious shit out of nowhere
https://youtu.be/6y-pdLyZPJ8

Wow great soundtrack

Today I am watching Beverly Hills Cop, like most movies with black leads I've never seen it before

I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING HORNY

Guys what the fuck is going on in pakistan

Learning about ancient history frens
https://youtu.be/zNNaZ110ee4

@Kagekokoro @mario I tried to build muscle recently, and I was eating 200g protein a day, my kidneys started hurting so I stopped. But I was seeing some results. I was working out hard too. But it was hard, I couldn't keep it up, my kidneys started hurting and I had no time for anything else. Now I just want to lose some fat and maintain but I'm addicted to sugars and grains (which turn to sugars), any time I try to cut them out and do just the protein and veg I lose my fucking mind and have mood swings, I self regulate with sugars, carbs, honey, maple syrup, whatever I can get my hands on that's more or less natural. I don't eat candy. I don't drink soda. I make sweet lemonades or have protein pancakes with butter and syrup, I eat actual food I just don't eat it in the amounts or frequency I should because I am unstable.

@mario I hate that I can't figure it out. The only time I was a healthy weight was when J was heavily using. I had no appetite and lots of energy. Now, I have no energy at all if I don't eat, and if I cut back on eating, and eat what I "should", I feel literally sick, like I have the flu, no energy, get depressed, eating has literally become an addiction and I'm not even "that" fat, but I wish I was thin, I can either be fat and feel bad, or eat less and feel worse.

"Historical" films are a psyop to rewrite history and you know it. People will "learn" about "history" from these films.

@mario losing weight is hard, why can't it be easy