I just woke up and I had a WONDERFUL dream you guys!!! I had a dream that I was raping my enemy! The one who raped my gf before we met, and there's more to the dream, he became his inner child, he transformed into his child self, and I beat and raped his little rapist ass, it was wonderful! I thought I killed him at first from the beating, but he came to with a few gasps and I gaslight the shit out of him and told him he fell down and acted all worried with an evil grin. Then I started raping him. I feel like a million bucks! These self esteem affirmations must be working, I just took my power back from one of my biggest bad introjects. Big step, positive direction.
Homless girls Commission
Commission to "Unsafe". This little girls only wants a good place to live, and they will make watherever to make it true.
Commission info: https://baraag.net/@lewlem/111333176271330131
I'll just continue poetry since I can't speak. And yes this time the poem won't suck.
English is my first language,
This poem it does restrict.
In me...unknown...and you too.
This is why life is precious.
Permutation infinite.
Infinite...infinite...joy?
The word Joy does not describe,
Such theoretical peace,
Because it is temporal.
The nerves are not all there is.
The nerves transmit the signals.
Who is observing the signs?
Precious, all of it is so.
A reminder to people who are new to pedi to make backup accounts. Most instances are invite only, but currently tummy.town, oddballs.online, and cutecatgirls.cafe are accepting accepting applications. Be sure to read the rules of each instance to make sure it is a good fit to you.
You can also ask me if you want an invite to eepy.express.
I understand now fedifrens may perceive me as a broken being, and they may have been sticking around to "save me", and I think that might work. I've been in a more positive mindset lately, I understand now that being a map doesn't have to be a blackpill, it's ok, you don't have to give in to despair <3 I am sorry for hanging on to bad feelings fedi frens, I believe it doesn't just hurt me, it hurts all of us when one of us hurts, and so I regret putting that strain on fedi societies shoulders. And again I would like to thank all the fedi frens who have stuck by me, through all my posting, journaling, etc, if you had good intentions well you should feel pretty happy because I'm doing better, your little duckling is learning to fly
Just hit play this is a banger
https://youtu.be/DfQro960e-c
Project ended.
Project status: Failure
Debrief complete.