Seriously if I had a real fedi friend irl nearby and they just wanted to come sleep in my bed with me and eat my food and stuff it's fine my mom is a jerk sometimes but she won't bother us mostly and free food just think of all the free food and heating and four walls and roof and internets. *cries*
Rapping Jazzy: Huh, uh huh, this is a rap, this is a rap about fedi frens
Who
Fuck with your head
Wish you were dead
All day long
They do something instead
Of hittin you up
Of givin you daps
How many fedi frens are givin no craps?
I'm sick of your shit!
You fedi idiot!
*cries*
*almost drops microphone*
*gets back on beat after getting breath back*
I'M SICK OF YOUR SHIT!
YOU FEDI IDIOT!
YOU THINK LIKE A TIT!
I HOPE YOU GET HIT!
BY LIFE JUST A BIT!
*takes deep breath*
I'm tired of fake fedi frens givin me fake bullshit fake handouts fake trends fake old tits fake canned pouts
*takes a moment gets determined*
If I ever had a real fedi frend
It might be you
I'm blastin
In the end
With
(in the end sample by linkin park occurs here)
But if I were to tell the whole truth
And nothin but
Such and such
It'd be
That I want
Many fedi frens
And that's not a crutch
*drops mic and goes back stage with only the real fedi frens*
I just want to have people I feel safe with irl but I really don't and I'm so scared it's only surface level safety I don't feel safe enough to cuddle with anyone or hug them deeply or anything...I'm scared they're going to reject me...fuck this shit I wish I could go on a night ride but I'm too tired...I just wish I had energy...I wish i wasn't so depleted, so sad, on the verge of crying but not even having the energy to do so anymore. I came to the fediverse to talk about porn and human rights, and even here I got abused and threatened by evil people. I just want to find my tribe. Where do I fit in...where is my place in the linkage?
@sunpossum I was a queer little class clown and tard rager (the tard rage was a defense mechanism to cover a deep sadness and fear)
@sunpossum Meeee!!!! It was always for not shutting up.
I still have a "headmate" who's racist or something T-T I thought I defeated the racism but it's still there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Idk what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw a racist bbc man with a long dong doing racist fetish videos and I got so mad at first but then I found out the long dong racist performer died and I was like soooo happy and relieved but that's fucked, it's wrong to be happy and relieved someone can't make long dong racist videos anymore because they died... isn't it?
@Zoocat no no pee after cum it prevents UTIs
@sunpossum I wish I could transform back into a kid so I could get consentingly molested by someone like you
Down
Into the deep
The trench