Takes a lot of mental energy to hold myself back from trolling ever since it's gone out of style. I was at the age where I was a child when the Internet was a teenager so I got a lot a bad influences. I got pretty good at trolling after getting trolled pretty hard a few times, few times got trolled so hard I cried. But then I got back up, and it didn't happen right away but it did happen. And I began the trolling. "Nigger", "Kike", "Fag", "LANDWHALE", oh, was that a post about your disabled cousin and how inspiring they are? YOUR COUSIN SUCKS EUGENICS FTW (even if I don't really believe that). I was a bad person online with my mean words for a while, idk why, such an asshole. I got mad when the culture shifted and trolling started to result in account erasure. So, I looked inward...and I saw a lot of stuff I didn't like. I don't troll anymore, but I wonder if it's because I've developed emotionally, or if it's because I've simply been conditioned by punishment to have a fear response that now stops me from trolling. Empathy is a secondary response, and so it is not my empathy that primarily stops me from trolling others, making light of others plight, causing them mental anguish, it's fear of reprisal. Yet there are ways I could easily get around the bans, but I don't bother, not for fear of reprisal, but for the realization that the amount of effort required to troll safely outweighs the benefit which is the pleasure of knowing you made someone mad with simple writing. I hope the world heals and that I didn't do too much damage, if I did it was an accident. I didn't mean to cause the 4th reich and ww3. I just wanted to make people mad with pepes.
I want to kill every anti motherfucker who brigaded docfriend and got them suspended (I won't though because that's not LEGAL!!!!!! Also I only just found out. The pieces of SHIT in power won't be happy until every publicly facing fetish page is censored and so we have to do our best to make them absolutely miserable for the rest of their fucking lives, by never giving up the fight on publicly facing pages with fetish or nsfw content.)
I ranted on the phone to my Mom about how if put in a self defense situation by a bad person and the only way out is to shove a knife up their ass, I'm doing it. She doesn't understand bad people sometimes don't change or stop until they get it up the ass. I tried to explain to her, and she eventually understood the theory and methodology but still disagreed with the conclusion, which is fair. I still say, bad evil people are fine to put a knife up their butthole if it's the only way to legally stop them. BAD EVIL people, not people who aren't BAD and EVIL. Good people get ice cream and free UBI and nothing uncomfortable will ever come near their butthole. /vent
@bulky_nerd@fedi.yesmap.net @Aldo2 For example levayan satanism is packed with trannies and fags, yet Levay himself was anti gay, and to this day levayan satanism contains elements of eugenics and ethno superiority. Imagine the shock when the flower children turned dark lords learn after getting in deep enough their prescious counter culture is just nazism wrapped in mysticism.
@bulky_nerd@fedi.yesmap.net @Aldo2 There's also gay neonazis, and trans neonazis. They're fringe but they exist.
And I'm not saying Trump made it fascist. America has been fascist since before ww2, you see the thing about fascists is the only thing they hate more than not being in control is competition. Sure acts of god make them stamp their feet in rage, but another dictator throws them into an absolute frenzy, acts of God they accept, but acts of man they cannot, for in their minds they are the king of all men, and so any man who is not subservient to the fascists ideals HAS to go.
@Zoocat Just like in the bible when it said dash their little ones against the rocks. God must have known they would all grow up to be Hitlers.
The United States judicial system is corrupt, therefore all prisoners must be released on this technicality. It's unfortunate that some very evil people are going to get out because of this but we cannot lay down while Insanity takes hold. Free all incarcerated people's now, all trials tried under a fascist regime are mistrials.
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