YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I have all these morals ingrained in me because I was trained to be a "spiritual warrior" but I stopped believing that shit yet I continue to act it out. It's part of me and always will be. This stupid white knight code of honor.

I like how a person will just tell someone what to do, like they really think they're in charge. And then I like how other people will go along with it even though it hurts. Everyone should just dig a hole, and live in the hole, and not bother anyone, and anyone who does bother someone with rules and blah blah blah should be torn apart by trained birds.

@sandy Something about Sandy made me want her as my gf, probably the tomboy attributes

@Mr_NutterButter I know, and that does make me feel on more equal footing, but I still feel bad about factory meat. I think the only way to get over this shame is to hunt my own meat but I don't like dealing with people so I haven't done it because everyone tells me I have to go talk to jackasses and take jackass tests and shit to hunt a fucking deer.

I wish I was in charge so I could tell everyone their feelings are ok and that the bigots are the ones with the problem, and then I would decree that any bigots caught doing bigotry lose everything except their lives. They become homeless and familyless and have to start over again. Wait...holy shit that's a gulag, I'm turning into a filthy disgusting communist?

I remember other zoos unfollowed or blocked me when I confessed this. It's not like I'm proud of eating meat, it's not like I think others should eat meat. I don't know how to stop. I've tried. I am a literal vampiric monster, like most humans, I'm just aware of my state and that causes me pain.

I hate animal abuse yet I can't stop eating meat. I'm addicted to it. I'm like a literal vampire. It hurts like a fuck to not eat meat. My joints ache and I get severe headaches and get confused and very tired.

@Spaghettimon another good word for the victim would be the defender, the opposite of the attacker, the one on the receiving end of an attack.

@Spaghettimon It involves an attacker, other words for attacker that could be used here are abuser, thief, rapist, etc. someone who does things by force, or pressure, and a victim, or other words that could be used would be prey, mark, pigeon, fish, etc.

@Spaghettimon Victimization is similar to predation

@Spag I had a psychotic episode where I thought Hitler was an ascended being who fit into the Christological canon for about 3 or 4 years, maybe more?

@Spag Someone I knew would not stop sucking commie dick so in private I asked them if they were serious and they 100% were. I explained how it's the same thing as nazism and they fervently disagreed. We were cordial but if we were on the battlefield he would absolutely try to kill me just for not being a commie.

Ok which one of you motherfuckers is my handler? I hope that I have proven myself based enough to gain a seat at the intergalactic table.