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I'm absolutely convinced that people are fucking with me (but not just me, me and millions or billions of others, collectively, through a network) but I can't just say that or I get labeled schizophrenic. People are watching me, and you, and they are guiding our decisions.

I probably wouldn't have lost my vcard to that slutty nasty gutter skank and then had my heart broken while she went out and got herself raped again and again. It's like the universe had it in for her. How many times does a single person have to be raped? It's like rape me onc shame on you, rape me twice, you get the idea. The sad truth is, victims of rape are at a much higher risk for being raped again. It's like they carry the shame with them for their entire lives and carry it in their body language, and rapists pick up on this, and see them as prey, and then it happens again, and again, forever.

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If one of my middle school teachers would have just had sex with me my life would probably be way better right now

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What the fuck is the point of not accepting my follow request, but not blocking me? You clearly don't want me to be able to easily see your posts, yet you won't commit and just block me. Shit is petty, you ain't better for it, it's pretentious.

@prouddegenerate Next read Brave New World to see what it looks like when people drown information out with garbage noise (daytime tv celeb drama) instead of suppressing it directly, and distracting the masses with pleasure rather than violence

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Scully is once again the target of a zombie serial killer. Mulder worries about CIA shit.

@sophon @ne It's one of those flaming wheels the bible talks about

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and his dick was 9 inches long and she screamed and begged him to stop and he just kept raping her balls deep for like a half hour while laughing. And his parents are rich so nothing bad ever happens to him. And I think about eating people like him every day. About ripping their eyeballs out finally and deafening them and twisting their living bodies into the shape of furniture and setting up feeding tubes and waste tubes and covering them in plastic and using them as furniture until they die.

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@cummies @opal @bitterblossom @prouddegenerate I got some from a doc, and then some more from an rn when I ran out. This is the first time they've finally given me the pills I asked for instead of just giving me relaxers and sending me to pt and chastising my lifestyle (of which they are ignorant to, because they do not ask, they simply say to do more and sit down less, which is patronizing af). I have my first appointment with a real pain mngmt doc next month and so hopefully they understand wtf they're looking at and that pills will help, not hurt me.

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The real life Patrick Bateman raped my gf when she was a minor and then told me about it in excruciating detail after tricking me into thinking he was my friend and getting me to let him use my house to crash in whenever he was on dope. That kind of changed the way I looked at things.

@cummies @opal @bitterblossom @prouddegenerate When I was young I had it for wizard reasons but I never figured on doing it regularly. But once I got hurt and things started compounding as the years went on, experience taught me exactly what I needed.

@opal @tarperfume @prouddegenerate taking time, energy, and money, and spending it to give kids in need blankets and toothbrushes and toys last week made me feel powerful

I learned about The Book of Judas and it totally reframed my view of the whole bible. Ok so get this, the bibles central premis that you need to understand is this: The Bible is a story, about alien fog beings that can pass through doors and solid rock, and enter a persons body and take over them.

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