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@animeirl I worry if I have kids I'll be a failure, but if I had infinite time, energy, and stuff, I think I'd try it, can't be too hard as long as you have all your needs met and are in a good place emotionally, then it might even be fun. But in reality where things go wrong idk if I could handle it, I worry I'd fail the kid. I hope I'd be a good parent, not an unwell guy like my dad was, he wasn't evil just troubled, would throw hands at parties, tough type, till he got hurt, and all his staus went away. Makes me sad. I refuse to get bitter like him, I'm bitter, but not like him, I have hope, and if I can hang onto the hope I might be alright, and that's what I look forward to, being alright one day, in the world and with others.
a worthless person cries in their room alone and doesn't let anybody else have access to them during that period "because nobody would want to be around such a thing"
a strong mother deals with her emotions in a healthy way even if it includes discussing them with her child instead of locking her child out closing her child away she brings her child in addresses her emotions with them calmly and helps them understand her as well as their own self.
It's really damaging to have a self-abasing mother, always saying she looks gross or is not good enough, and because that's what you were exposed to during your developmental years that's what ingrains itself inside your head as like your perception of what women are, or at least what motherly women are. It's like bitch how pathetic are you grow the fuck up have some confidence be cool be smooth have some class you have a kid to raise educate him teach him that it's cool to be cool don't teach him fucked up shit about how you think you're worthless (because of the way you were raised, not your fault and not the point).
@animeirl Take tomorrow off if you need is good idea ![]()
He made me feel normal when everyone else made me feel like a freak, he listened to me, like a real person, he was like a funny little gnome and he had books up his walls, and old computers, he was a very good man, unique and kind.
Guys I'm going to ask you a serious question. How do I handle my mental illness? I've tried therapists but it has NEVER ended well. There's an old man who mentored me when I was a kid, I was surprised to learn he was still alive, he was a very unique man, he was a wizard type, a kind wizard, a good wizard. I am thinking of seeing him again, I have the chance to...but I am so without hope, I am searching for the point, I am desperately, please give me your thoughts. Should I visit the wizard? If I am the hero I should visit the wizard, shouldn't I? But what if I can't...what if all the hope has left me...well then I wouldn't be the hero...would I...I have to, but I don't know if I can...or maybe I'm defining things wrong.
@coolboymew @icedquinn @Moon Wait fuck phones don't click anymore I look like a dumbass my joke doesn't work ![]()
@coolboymew @icedquinn @Moon I could see him leaving a message on their box "I will sue your balls off if you say I sexually assaulted someone, I will take them in the settlement, I will pay any amount and it won't be cruel and unusual, balls, mine, sue, sex abuse not sex assault *click"
@icedquinn @coolboymew @Moon They're boasting just hours ago now about how he was "found liable" in a "sex abuse" case, 2mil he has to pay the victim, they were very particular about their wording on air, "sex abuse" not "sex assault", they stumbled and corrected a few times, probably don't want to get sued.
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