YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Guys what the fuck is going on in pakistan

Learning about ancient history frens
https://youtu.be/zNNaZ110ee4

@Kagekokoro @mario I tried to build muscle recently, and I was eating 200g protein a day, my kidneys started hurting so I stopped. But I was seeing some results. I was working out hard too. But it was hard, I couldn't keep it up, my kidneys started hurting and I had no time for anything else. Now I just want to lose some fat and maintain but I'm addicted to sugars and grains (which turn to sugars), any time I try to cut them out and do just the protein and veg I lose my fucking mind and have mood swings, I self regulate with sugars, carbs, honey, maple syrup, whatever I can get my hands on that's more or less natural. I don't eat candy. I don't drink soda. I make sweet lemonades or have protein pancakes with butter and syrup, I eat actual food I just don't eat it in the amounts or frequency I should because I am unstable.

@mario I hate that I can't figure it out. The only time I was a healthy weight was when J was heavily using. I had no appetite and lots of energy. Now, I have no energy at all if I don't eat, and if I cut back on eating, and eat what I "should", I feel literally sick, like I have the flu, no energy, get depressed, eating has literally become an addiction and I'm not even "that" fat, but I wish I was thin, I can either be fat and feel bad, or eat less and feel worse.

"Historical" films are a psyop to rewrite history and you know it. People will "learn" about "history" from these films.

@mario losing weight is hard, why can't it be easy

Does anybody else enjoy pole dancing youths? (Legal, on youtube, and insta, it's an art form). I feel like if anyone knew I watched this shit they'd treat it like it was something fucked up, but it captivates me, and is an example of what I've been saying as part of my message; Some "kids" are more cognitively developed thean others, indicated by coordination, they don't look like "clumsy kids" they look like young women.

>Pick Chubby girl
>Because big ass and legs
>She gets a little overconfident and tells the other girls "You're too skinny for him" any time they mention how cute you are
>You think it's cute and snuggle her anyway

https://youtu.be/t1pqi8vjTLY
Momo fedi

@animeirl I worry if I have kids I'll be a failure, but if I had infinite time, energy, and stuff, I think I'd try it, can't be too hard as long as you have all your needs met and are in a good place emotionally, then it might even be fun. But in reality where things go wrong idk if I could handle it, I worry I'd fail the kid. I hope I'd be a good parent, not an unwell guy like my dad was, he wasn't evil just troubled, would throw hands at parties, tough type, till he got hurt, and all his staus went away. Makes me sad. I refuse to get bitter like him, I'm bitter, but not like him, I have hope, and if I can hang onto the hope I might be alright, and that's what I look forward to, being alright one day, in the world and with others.

a worthless person cries in their room alone and doesn't let anybody else have access to them during that period "because nobody would want to be around such a thing"

a strong mother deals with her emotions in a healthy way even if it includes discussing them with her child instead of locking her child out closing her child away she brings her child in addresses her emotions with them calmly and helps them understand her as well as their own self.

It's really damaging to have a self-abasing mother, always saying she looks gross or is not good enough, and because that's what you were exposed to during your developmental years that's what ingrains itself inside your head as like your perception of what women are, or at least what motherly women are. It's like bitch how pathetic are you grow the fuck up have some confidence be cool be smooth have some class you have a kid to raise educate him teach him that it's cool to be cool don't teach him fucked up shit about how you think you're worthless (because of the way you were raised, not your fault and not the point).