YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

If I posted my real face bad people would be able to find me................ it's sad that Idk if anyone will ever get to meet jazzy, or if you ever do, you won't know it....imagine what a wonderful surprise it would be though if one day I trusted you enough to tell you I was Jazzy and you were like "NO WAY REALLY????" and you were so happy because now YOU had an irl friend who you could trust too! That's the ideal fantasy. To have a friend on the fedi, with a different account, and you meet in person and have coffee, and even get married and have kids, and you know you can finally trust them, so you show them your pedi account, and they start crying, from happiness, and then they show you their pedi account, and you two were moots this whole time! And you live happily ever after.

rap: The way these bitches be ignorin me

Gonna have to change my name legally

to something precise like Smoke Detector

I wish so badly I could show you guys my makeup and you could give me makeup tips and we could have makeup streams where we mostly said nothing and fiddled with some shit and then did makeup

Ok even though I'm sure other people would make fun of me *I* looked in the mirror and felt fantastic seeing what looked more like a girl looking back. I even started smiling and giggling like I haven't in a long time. I need to get away from my family. I can't be myself around them. But I have nowhere to go. I just have to get really good at grey rocking and maintaining boundaries.

I did my makeup for the first time in like 3 years and I did a horrible job idk how to even do it nobody taught me and youtube videos are hard to follow along with, I'm sure I look like a disgusting freak who everyone hates because I went down the tranny alt right pipeline and now I have self hating feelings when I didn't before because I internalized the group dynamics bullshit and so if you're an alt right tranny GET AWAY FROM THOSE PEOPLE THEY ONLY PRETEND TO BE YOUR FRIEND THEY ARE NOT YOUR FRIEND IF THEY CALL YOU NAMES AND VICTIMIZE YOU!! but anyway I understand why nobody would like me I'm a freak who was too stupid to stay where it belonged and now I have noone irl who is a friend. I am so isolated and scared irl. Oh and I could only do my makeup because my family is gone who swears they aren't transphobic but they fucking are, they say little shit to me because they think I'm not trans about how kids are being tricked into being trans and shit and it makes me fucking sick to have to pretend and just be like "Well who knows, people decide what they decide, you know?" and they snap back with shit like "NO, they're being MANIPULATED!" and this is a fucking person who has power over "vulnerable" kids and gives them life advice and shit and it makes me sick to wonder what kind of values they could be giving these kids.

I just took some anti anxiety meds because I can't stop crying and being scared that everyone on fedi is fake and playing a trick on me.

I have cried twice already today.

I'm on the verge of tears I hope that makes your day better if you hate me.

@PinkNeon I will hug you and cradle you until you fall asleep if you want

To anyone who's real I'm sorry for doubting you but to all the fakers I hope you burn in hell you pieces of fake shit, suck it.

People be acting mad suspicious, until further notice I am considering all of you antis