JazzFLASH @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I just want to have people I feel safe with irl but I really don't and I'm so scared it's only surface level safety I don't feel safe enough to cuddle with anyone or hug them deeply or anything...I'm scared they're going to reject me...fuck this shit I wish I could go on a night ride but I'm too tired...I just wish I had energy...I wish i wasn't so depleted, so sad, on the verge of crying but not even having the energy to do so anymore. I came to the fediverse to talk about porn and human rights, and even here I got abused and threatened by evil people. I just want to find my tribe. Where do I fit in...where is my place in the linkage?

I wish I could get a new identity but any fedi frens who really loved me as a person/poster would still be able to ask me what my new handle was and so they could make the transition with me into my new identity and we could maintain our relationship...T-T

I think I did it! I finally drove everyone who liked me away with my viciously psychotic fantasies and fictions! I knew nobody could love a monster like me!! *recluses like a spider into the trench hole at the bottom of the ocean*

I'm thinking even more about retiring from fedi posting because it's impacting my mental health to post so much and get fewer and fewer interactions

Gonna fuck your kiddos gonna plow your kiddos gonna deep divk your mini mes gonna creampie your Jrs gonna lick

I'm fantasizing about getting a bar hookup and making them wear the pfp of a fedifren as a mask while we do it without any elaboration

So like wtf is everybody just busy all the time now? T-T

@sunpossum I was a queer little class clown and tard rager (the tard rage was a defense mechanism to cover a deep sadness and fear)

@sunpossum Meeee!!!! It was always for not shutting up.

I still have a "headmate" who's racist or something T-T I thought I defeated the racism but it's still there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Idk what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw a racist bbc man with a long dong doing racist fetish videos and I got so mad at first but then I found out the long dong racist performer died and I was like soooo happy and relieved but that's fucked, it's wrong to be happy and relieved someone can't make long dong racist videos anymore because they died... isn't it?

@Zoocat@eepy.express no no pee after cum it prevents UTIs

Gn frens T-T

@sunpossum I wish I could transform back into a kid so I could get consentingly molested by someone like you

You people don't want me to be happy!! /paranoia

If I've unfollowed you and you don't know why we can talk about it just say something, it may have been an accident on my part or a misunderstanding.

@sirius Words can be used for......WHAT?!?! -god when he hears the humans have invented lies

I'm sorry for being mean, religion, I'm sorry for hating you. Someone, quick, I'm making 2 OCs, get the birthing chair!

Relogion: He is smug, pompus, and sometimes cruel when carried away, but he ultimately cares and has a very big heart, it's just guarded

Science: He is depressed, quiet, and inwardly destructive, he is very sensitive, he does taxidermy and also nurses any live injured animals he finds back to health and releases them.

Religion and Science are brothers, and their father is Humanity. Religion and Science argue a lot, and sometimes hate eachother, and sometimes when their father, Humanity, isn't looking, and they feel strange feelings, they make eachother feel good.