YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Obviously I mean I can only nut when I hit that part of the fantasy, where I imagine being nutted in, not that I can only nut when a physical human being is putting their irl penis in my butt and cumming.

Alright I didn't go into this part of the fantasy because it's too weird, but I'm on a roll. A major part of the fantasy is impregnation, I, Sandy, (and I, irl) can only cum, only climax, when a man pumps his seed into me, and I won't stop fucking the same man until he gets me pregnant. Then I wait 9 months (in the fantasy), have the baby, and then I go get impregnated by the next man, and I do this for years, until I have babies from them all, then I am exposed as a whore and everybody cries and it's really dramatic.

I abhor cheating so idk why this turns me on!!!

But cheating also plays into this thought, for some reason it only excites me when I imagine that none of the men know about any of the others, and that I'm cucking them all against each other without them ever realizing it.

It's been turning me on a lot lately to imagine I'm Sandy Cheeks and I'm submitting to and having sex with all the males in Bikini Bottom, but mostly SpongeBob, Squidward, Patrick, Larry the Lobster, Mr. Krabs, Squillium Fancyson (deep cut), Mermaid Man AND Barnacle Boy, the COCOLATE fish, The Flying Dutchman, Spongebobs Father, but not Plankton because his self esteem is too low and I, Sandly Cheeks, only want these cheeks clapped by chads

I have to stop deconstructing myself or I'm going to go insane. I have to live life or I'm going to go insane.

I want to actually get a physical voice changer that I will eventually wear with a mask so I can make little vlogs

The software I have only lets me record 2 minute clips, which is bullshit, but I figure you guys don't have more than 2 minutes to listen to me anyway

I said get the fuck in, we're going to Rochester

Me rn: I wish I could do stuff, because this sucks, I wish I could like, know things, and then I would be able to do stuff, and people would listen to me

I didn't even like the hulk as a kid, I liked spider-man, only chuds liked hulk (or so I thought).

I showed the person I trust most (I trust them 90+%) this, and explained to them that I felt like Hulk, and they had no idea what I was talking about, but they were patient and tried. I explained that it felt like I have no friends on the left or the right political wing, I feel hunted, my whole life I've felt hunted, even as a child I felt like I never fit in because I was bi, and an aam and an mam, and a zoo, as I aged my attraction to various aged persons and species did not change, and I started to notice the ignorant, and arrogant hate that was focused on people like me any time they were spoken about. They were called sick, WE were called sick, by slackjawed normie faggots who couldn't explain if their life depended on it WHY something was wrong without appealing to their own personal tastes. They seem to be worth less than animals, because at least animals won't attack and beat someone to death if some faggot shouts "pedo".
https://youtu.be/dyQpEoMFF3w

And it's not like this is anybodys fault, it just is, I used to blame people, including myself, but now I'm just like, too tired. I don't even care about why things are the way they are, or maybe I do idk, I just want to feel, not paranoid and enraged.

"Can't post my voice, someone will recognize. Can't post my face, someone will recognize. Can't post my noodz, someone will recognize (though I posted them before in kik groups and dms with people so it's not like they're not out there)." When in reality probably no one will recognize. And if they do, probably nothing will come of it, they will be too embarrassed to address it because they statistically won't be a psychopath. But what if? I don't even leave my house anymore because of what ifs. What if someone stabs me? What if I get run over? What if something bad happens at home while I'm away and I can't stop it? What if I have a panic attack in public and then american cops come and beat me to death because I won't stop crying 'please god, please god no, stop, please god, please stop, oh my god, please, oh god'"

I wish I was less paranoid, I want to have fun like other people seem to be having, and nothing ever happens to THEM, I'm just so scared like a dumb scared little baby face retard