The guy I liked at the time (he was a fem emo twink but he was NOT nice) would like demand I send him nudes and shit and that ruined it for me, I hate that, I wish that never happened, I could have made some money with my younger body but he sucked all the fun and joy out of it, so I started hating being in front of the camera, and then it spread until I hated photography. I'm trying to heal.
Hey guys, I haven't been able to sleep much, my bed literally hurts to lay down in, it hurts my shoulders, neck, upper back, and lower back, it hurts so much I think about kms. I couldn't take it and just made a bed on the floor even though I'm dead fucking tired, the floor hurts my knees but at least my spine hurts less.
I distinctly remember being a kid and saying to my mom once "I want to marry an ugly woman" and she was like "...I don't think the woman you marry will appreciate you calling her ugly" and I was like "No, she'll be ugly, I want to marry an ugly woman, she'll still be hot though, she'll just be ugly"
The Trench