Ok good on tbreak from screentime, I have to I think I'm on the verge of going crazy or something idk I just sit in a dark room staring at my phone all day long, because I long for human attention, but a phone is not a human, I need to somehow find a person who likes me (and not just a fuckhole but it seems like all I attract are fuckholes)
@animeirl I saw shrimp hentai and almost @ you but idk how seriously you take shrimps and didn't want to offend
If a girl doesn't give me a chance and value me for who I really am I'm going back to being a male thot and having meaningless sex with different women who are low quality people and who may even have boyfriends they're cheating on. This is a threat to the universe, I know the universe is made of ladies, so yes, I'm telling it like it is, if you do not cave and admit that we can be two retards together, happy, in our element, you are dooming us both, dooming me to a life of male thottery and dooming yourself to a life of loneliness.
Have to stop posting. Going to bed. Have to stop smoking so much too. It's hurting my lungs, making it hard for me to believe I'll fuck again, no one wants to fuck a guy who's out of breath (psychic gf chimes in: don't say that! people of all levels of ability deserve love! There's caring girls out there wish a fetish for sick/dying men! you'll find one one day!)
Yes I am a hater when it comes to massive gatherings. Fuck you are so fucking lame if that's your thing.
I wish everyone would just stay in their fucking communities and make them what they're trying to get at shitty raves and gatherings. And if your community does not fit you move, make it your fucking mission to move, find one that does fit you. Don't suffer in hell just to go to a shitty retard gathering once a year to keep from killing yourself.
Fucking punks. I hate people who do massive gatherings, tried it once as a teen, sucked ass, great way to get raped in your tent or robbed.
https://youtu.be/OKzJwGqh0No?si=qmn3_RDSJPGtbj3i
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