JazzFLASH @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

*Gives you the shudders parasite shake*

Having a shitty body sucks because you can't even pretend you could be the mc anymore. When you're young you're all like "That could be me!" but then you get old and you imagine if you tried to climb over a fence you would crush your testicles and fall down, rupturing a disc in your back and starving to death.

Watching this for the first time, apparently the sequel is better remembered so I'll watch that too probably
https://youtu.be/gtk_mx7azAQ?si=DpxZDJ5gYZOeUvXe

https://youtu.be/A15v4tTab0Y?si=pR5qKr6OFt5QeTTb
I forgot this was a thing

https://youtu.be/DPPfYPwVOVw?si=qSFpn3KfN2aMb5P8

I feel like I'm almost over my traumas from years ago, it's so sad to move on, my body will always hold the scars, but I don't have to live in that moment forever. My only worry is, every time I think I've figured out what I did wrong, it happens all over again. It hurts. And I'm alone. My pain is mine alone. Pity me. My mother taught me to have a closed off heart. Like hers, only superficially connecting to others. Never sharing the tears over the fears of loss. I need to know I'm ok. I need a mother who holds me while she cries, gently, she doesn't reject me, she doesn't clutch at me, she doesn't subdue her emotions, I just want a mother to hold me and cry and not let go, until she stops, and moves on from being sad.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm weird my monk.ey.business retoots aren't showing up in my gl.e feed

https://youtu.be/e0dyNKq1Um0?si=rNH5M_rT3coJMkev

I haven't been able to sleep right for a few weeks now, I think it's from depression.

Whenever I see "marvel studios" or something trending I just pray that it's "marvel studios shutting down over legal trouble" or something, but it never is. It never is.