YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

https://youtu.be/THRcTILdYb4 yes this is what I wanted in my search results (but I didn't know it)

mfw I'm in public and I can't say fediverse shit
https://youtu.be/y0i58UsNlGs

Fell back into a bible learning phase. Currently in psalms. Cool fact, some people think "Selah" means "to weigh", and others think it means "to reflect", but the literal translation is unknown, no one knows the meaning of the word, it has been forgotten. MY opinion is that it is the earliest form of the phrase, "check 'em", because it is usually said after a point is made, like "check my facts, check my evidence, check the evidence, check those dubs bruh"

fucking and sucking
and shitting at the same time
is that what you like

I'm seeing a lot of protogens again, did the fans finally overwhelm the original artist? They were autistically mad about people riffing off their design I remember. If anything all those fans putting out similar work will give attention to the original artist so idk why they're mad I'm sure if you google "creator of protogens" they still get credit.

WHY DO SO MANY ANTIS LIKE DARK FICTION?? GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SPAAAACE!!!!! T.T

I think the reason I act like I act (commodifying people) is because I've been so hurt by so many I trusted. People have become archetypes to me, a person is just the specks of light that bounce off them, and by the time those get to my eye the person is no longer in that position. I've gotten very good at detaching. When someone starts to hurt me, I detatch and disengage. Some faggot was bothering me irl and I just ignored him, he didn't know me, he was gross, and he was pestering me just like my ex did. So what did I do? The old me would have told him off. The new me just ignores. These filthy bastards get off on causing distress, don't give them the satisfaction. Don't get caught up in their net trap, just ignore them, they are pathetic and will die without the attention you're giving them. Let them die.

If everyone just wants to pay bills and eat food, I understand that, but when people start doing insane shit, like pretending they didn't see you when they did, or blocking your way or something, that's when I get confused. Because if I did shit like that, it would be because I thought I was a god, and that's a stupid thing to think because I'm clearly not, by any measure. Sometimes I WISH I was a god, but I'm not. I'm a little person, probably look like a potatoe to you, and I'm dissatisfied, and I don't have much to offer you besides good humor, and sometimes when alone I sadly hunch over my phone like a toad feeling my tits resting on my belly like a pig and thinik "why haven't I just killed myself?". I think hope, and expectation are keeping me alive. I HOPE things will get better, and I EXPEXT them to, otherwise I would fucking die.

Someone I loved was like Homelander in terms of narcissism, self loathing, and self destruction, and I worry they infected me.

When the post doesn't go over well
https://youtu.be/WC2hOtMb9OM

Them: Hey what ya cookin?
Me: Human steaks!
Them: Ewww, that's unacceptable!!
Me: It's ok they were a bad person!
Them: Hmmmm I guess that's alright...but
Me: But?
Them: I don't wanna eat a bad person, what if their bad essence becomes a part of me??
Me: Hmmmm, you know what, that's a good point
Then: Yea bad people probably taste all stringy and tough anyway
Me: Hmmm I didn't think about that
Them: What if we ate a bad baby??
Me: I don't think babies can be bad...
Them: Oh...
Me: Ok well let's give these steaks to the dog then
Them: WHAT IF THEY MAKE THE DOG BAD?
Me: You're right I forgot about that!
Them: We can't bury them, what if they make the earth bad!
Me: Maybe we should burn them?
Both of us at the same time: WHAT IF IT MAKES THE ATMOSPHERE BAD???
Me: Space
Them: Space?
Me: We launch them into space! Space can't absorb stuff, so their essence can't make space bad!
Them: Ok, that's a good idea!
Me: Nice! *Walks away from mirror*