Me looking at happy group of people consenting: *Fantasy* Ugh, I hate consent (I actually love consent but also love punishing wrongdoers and if everyone is consenting there's no wrongdoers for me to punish :( )I wish I was a demon in hell so I could punish people who do the opposite of consent, but like with authority, I don't want to act without authority, and so I wish I was a demon in hell with the authority of god behind me (it's my job, demons work for god not the devil, devil works for him too) so I could greedily mutilate all the smug abusers who got away with it.
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It really pisses me the fuck off how everything social is organized by or held inside....churches. Even if they're "lgbt allies!! yay!!" their fucking filthy ideology that they refuse to leave because it's more important than people, it's just lip service, if they cared they'd disband their church, turn it into a community center, keep 501c status, or stay a church on paper but change the signs and name of the church, take church out of its name, whatever, anything, just distance yourself from that fucking shit if you want to bring in new, smiling, happy faces. We're done with that church shit and it makes me sick that instead of moving on so we can bring this society together, they just. keep. trying. to. rebrand. You can't fucking rebrand it. Keep it as a historical curio, do not fucking hold it up as an ideal, it is not, it is a cult. This is wht nice guy nationalism didn't work either, no matter how much I wanted it to, you can never distance something from its source material, if the source is bad the fruit is bad, always.
Psychology/Talk of abuse
I just learned that narcissists tend to be good with children (too young to speak or too young to be independent or disagree), never knew this before, but it makes perfect sense and I'm absolutely terrified these sort of people exist. I never understood why everyone "hates pedophiles" but this is what they're talking about, they're not talking about real child lovers they're talking about child users. I always understood there were bad people who hurt kids, but not this way, not by getting the child to love you purely as a set up to hurt them with the discard, that is absolutely fucking sick.
I count as a BIPOC and I LOVE white people, white people gave us literally so, so much (not EVERYTHING but a lot), and white people have evolved culturally, in part thanks to the help of the Jews (who I also love as long as they're secular or only culturally Jewish), white people ("white" culture) in general don't believe in magic or other stupid bullshit (unless they're the throwbacks we all are ashamed of who screech about made up magic and boogymen). Whites are men of science, they came up with the rigorous scientific method, documenting so, so much, as almost a form of religion. Their MISSION was to DOCUMENT, EVEN WHEN IT LOOKED HOPELESS!! EVEN WHEN IT LOOKED POINTLESS! And because of that, immense stores of knowledge were built. Practical knowledge, real knowledge about how things worked, sure there wrong conclusions, but those wrong conclusions are not enshrined so they can never be challenged. People who chant to the sky for any reason other than fun or art or ritual, are backwards mud people. I see so much of the filth pouring in, and while the west had it's problems with the church they were being handled, "porn" was available on tv, dirty comedians were rampant, porn was sold in shops and every gas station, all the goody goody churchies were on their heels, and loosing. And then a tipping point was hit, where the number of backwards savages was enough that it destabilized the west, it starts with the dirty racist comedians, and before you know it you aren't even allowed to be gay anymore and imams are chanting their disgustingly loud bullshit down the street from you every fucking day and beating and raping your daughters and mothers and sisters. Fuck savages, fuck the "religious", religion is filth and the next hitler who gets power better fucking do it right this time. I want a world where all races have eliminated all filth from within their ranks, and can finally engage in science together without retards getting in the way.
The Trench