God is like Superman (fictional). Now that that's out of the way my post.
If God chooses to keep himself hidden from us because he's bored or he hates us (or herself), then I hate him...But if God is actually not abandoned is, if he's doing something like holding the world up, and that's why he can't visit us, because if he stops then the world ends, I don't hate him at all and sympathize with him.
https://youtu.be/zXyALtP85fY
This hits so real, if you know you know, the vibe hasn't changed even if the style has
Me when I see the bbcs
https://youtu.be/EefWJ8Z9tgE
The Trench