Theory
I learned something about myself. I like submission. I don't know why it wasn't obvious before to me. I've had lots of very good sex in life (not bragging, grateful) and I could only cum twice out of all those times. At first I thought it might have been that I was a sadist because one of the times my partner was crying but insisted I finished no matter how many times I asked if they wanted me to stop, looked me dead in the eye and said no and that I was to finish, and I did, yay! But I felt bad. The other time was from a bj but the closer I got the rougher I got and I said I can't cum let's stop but they insisted I try and so I did and I face fucked them and used their head like a flashlight and treated them like an object :( So I think what makes me cum is willing submission to discomfort or pain in an effort to make me cum... that's fucked up and I'm sorry to whoever dates me unless they're a genuine masochist and people pleaser.
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Thought: You can't stop me with your chud mind games, I'm not going to be an alpha male, I'm going to do squats, I'm going to get a thick ass and thick thighs, and I'm going to learn to be submissive, and I'm gonna let bros hit it, I'm gonna let bros hit it all the time, every day, different bros, bros who need help, lonely bros who were like I used to be before I became a big booty ho, so I'll be there for those bros, and they all can hit it
So some trans actress doesn't want to take trans roles anymore and just wants chick roles, and it got me thinking. To me, someone who transitions will always be trans, transition isn't an actual transition from one gender to the other for me, it is not a transition that has an endpoint, you will always be "in transition" if you are a trans person because there is no endpoint, it is a way of life. And so I think trans girls like this are kind of delusional and are buying into the gender binary which actually hurts queer people as a whole and so I can't help but feel like maybe they're stupid fucking bitches. "N-no I'm not trans! I'm a REAL woman! I'm not trans! Never was! I'm REAL so I'm VALID! DON'T LOOK AT MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE IT WAS LOST IN A FIRE!!!1" this is not normal this is a mental disorder and it is called denial, IN MY OPINION. IN MY OPINION healthy transition involves acceptance, not denial and total fantasy.
The Trench