I'm trying to actively stop myself from giving my attention to people who don't give their attention to me, doesn't matter if it's because they don't like me or are just indifferent, I'm done even trying, nobody worth loving is someone you have to be terrified of disappointing, only to have that terror realized again and again, because based on their cruel silent actions, it's clear I have been a disappointment. So I'm done trying. Dark Jazzy return to me now, inhabit my body again and return me to the dark truth of the trench, the depths of the ocean where there is no lying.
I don't have as much time for fedi anymore because I have such bad depression from being single and not having someone who loves me loves me, sorry.
https://youtu.be/z92bmlcmyq0
I will keep the psycho contained. I am safe to allow ear nibbles and spooning and sweet kisses /jazzy entity higher form who has ascended into the astral plain and is now avataring Jazzys body, so tl:dr future/ascended Jazzy is now possessing current/past Jazzy to make him not a dick and also to help him get pussies soaked from pleasure
The Trench