And it's not like this is anybodys fault, it just is, I used to blame people, including myself, but now I'm just like, too tired. I don't even care about why things are the way they are, or maybe I do idk, I just want to feel, not paranoid and enraged.
"Can't post my voice, someone will recognize. Can't post my face, someone will recognize. Can't post my noodz, someone will recognize (though I posted them before in kik groups and dms with people so it's not like they're not out there)." When in reality probably no one will recognize. And if they do, probably nothing will come of it, they will be too embarrassed to address it because they statistically won't be a psychopath. But what if? I don't even leave my house anymore because of what ifs. What if someone stabs me? What if I get run over? What if something bad happens at home while I'm away and I can't stop it? What if I have a panic attack in public and then american cops come and beat me to death because I won't stop crying 'please god, please god no, stop, please god, please stop, oh my god, please, oh god'"
I will take this luck as a sign to try harder in life, god gave me a second penising for a reason, for the penis to be used, thrust-fully, into the vagina and ass of life, but not in a rapey way, more in a "I'M not the one raping here, I was just minding my business and these women started attacking me and sucking my cock against my will" sort of way.
and we ain't talking limp heavy, we're talking rock hard heavy, leangth and girth, I'm finally happy with my dick, and while the penis pump nearly exploded my cock accidentally, at least it healed correctly, looks normal, and is even bigger than it was before, very lucky.
Still a pain in the ass but at least converting for use on quivi (or any normal fucking program) is possible now
now that I mention it I can probably convert multiple images in faststone, I'll look into that
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