YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

And if it is like that, if it is like nothing, forever, just thought, then isn't it the best idea to "gather ye rosebuds while ye may"? For in doing so you will enrich yourself with experience, maybe even experience enough to last an eternity. The more you experienced experience, the more you are capable of imagining, and it is exponential, it is fractal. Splits upon splits upon splits, deviations and derivations, af infinitum, like rick and morty. So maybe do your living now, while you can, so you don't have to spend an eternity with variations of you doing the most mundane fucking shit you can think of for however many fucking years. Do something. Meet someone. Talk. Jump. Fly. Swim. Swim with sharks. Like I did. For real I swam with sharks no cage. Do some shit. Fuck.

I mean I understand the appeal of religion, it's very comforting to believe that something beautiful is waiting for you after you die. But is it? What if it's not? What if it's terrible? What if it's hell? Forever? What if it's disembodied consciousness? Another kind of hell. Just floating, in the void, not seeing, not hearing, not feeling, forever. What madness and suffering that would be I don't even want to imagine. It makes me want to vomit.

Man why the fuck do people have to die (people I like, people I hate -I'm glad they die, not disappointed about that at all, fuck them- but people I like? That's awful. I fucking hate it. Grandpa was the first person to die. Then Uncle. Then Grandma. Soon it'll be Dad (but he was a douche bag to everyfucking body, a bully), but first Other Grandma, who doesn't fucking talk to me anymore because I went on a rant about race and mixing because I was brainwashed by Stefan Molyneux and I don't know what to say to her to open communication, I don't know if I even want to, because Idk if I can even handle it. But Other Grandpa? Never knew him. Never seen his face, never known his name. He was some mulatto guy. That's all I know. That's it. Then Mom...then it's just me and my siblings, and some cousins. And none of us talk much, I hope I have my cabeza together enough by then to be able to handle life alone, emotionally. I'm the oldest so I'll be the first to go out of who's left...which kind of troubles me. Feels like I'll be missing out. Though I suppose that's how everyone else must feel too when they die. They feel like they're missing out on what's to come, but that makes it sound so terrible, and maybe it is. Maybe dying is terrible.

I called him out last year for fucking my mother in front of me when I was a child, told him that was some pedo type shit and wtf is wrong with him. He never responded. Fucking coward. I kind of wish I could kneecap him. Kneecapping is like my go-to-thing fantasy-wise these days. It's easy, quick, and to the point. But of course then there's the legality issue so I of course keep such thoughts in my head where they belong. But if society collapses.......those knees are a-callin'.

I mean I probably won't have the energy to literally do this but it's a nice thought

His father got dementia so hopefully he gets it too and I can terrorize him while he has the mind of a child one day.

I'll never forget the time I was in the passenger seat with my stepfather and some teenagers drove past and threw an egg at his window because it was mischief night. Never before or again would I see genuine fear and panic on that asshole piece of shits face. That's a good memory. Him afraid.

Could one of you pat me on the head plz?

I remember being like 9 and seeing a box set of south park tapes sitting out at a family friends house and it was like the holy grail of naughtiness. I had a very vague understanding of south park, I had never seen an episode, but I knew it was a thing and that people thought it was funny but my mom hated it so I couldn't watch it until I was fucking 15

Me when I'm in top mode: deeper deeper DEEPER!
Me when I'm in bottom mode: deeper deeper DEEPER!

I'm almost done with Black Adam and I lold when the bad guy is shown to be the literal devil (not literally but that's what they're ripping off) because of course he is

@sandyx Hi new fren, *nuzzles*

I love how blue checks are now indicative of a whole other breed of faggot, on the opposite side of the spectrum (elon cocksuckers who push and shove to give daddy elon 8 dollars)

There should be a service where kids can check in their mentally ill parents, just like how those sick mfs try to lock their kids up for having normal reactions to their mental fucking illness

Like any time a parent is like HERE MENTAL HEALTH FACILITY TAKE MY CHILD the facility has to do a check on the parents first to make sure THEY'RE not the sick ones and if they are it's THEIR asses getting locked up until they're "better" and the kids get emancipated until then along with a government stipend.

It's so weird to think that some of the same Christians that were burning Harry Potter in the 2000s are now sucking J.K. Rowlings clit because she's anti-trans. Wild. I wonder if that had anything to do with her being so anti trans, like maybe those book burnings mentally effected her and now she's like, seeing an opportunity to get the Christians on her side again and she's taking it?

I'm trying to watch Black Adam, I'm only 10 minutes in and I'm fucking bored as fuck by this basic ass milquetoast story...is this going to be the tone of the while movie? This sucks ass. It's like a fucking black panther ripoff.

If Joe Rogan wants my respect he needs to drink a glass of piss, but before he drinks it he has to say "I'm a dipshit, so I'm going to drink this glass of piss as an apology for all the retarded bullshit I've been a huge pussy about" and then he roundhouse kicks himself in the head and puts his shitty show back on youtube so I can actually fucking watch it again (with comments on)