YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Oh man...wait now what do we have here? Ahhh the hive mindset, ohhhj remember that, how nice, we do. The hive mindset, ahhh so nice to be a piece of a whole, a cell in a body, relaxed, not thinking, barely lifting anything at all, just doing, going, flowing, with barely any effort, effortposting is for namefags, namefags are gay...

I really wish the precipitate for the collapse would have been something innocuous like a rare flower, or a foreign type of coinage, but no, it was a large cock of a black raced person thus complicating my psychic relationship with the black race tremendously (of which I am myself mixed and thus apart of)

Realistically I did not have a mental collapse "because of BBCs", there was a lifetime of experience preceding the collapse

I still can't fully wrap my head around how I had a mental collapse because of BBCs

What if I redrew everyones profile pictures they would look hilariously autistic

I wish I could draw all your guy's waifus getting fucked by all the dicks you wanted them to get fucked by (yours or others)

Isn't that neat?

The cool thing is nobody really cares how you feel, they care about how THEY feel. If your visage is making THEM feel uncomfortable they are going to make it YOUR problem

And if I never make good art and everyone only laughs at my drawings at least I made them feel better about themselves

But I guess I have to make bad art to make good art....I hate it, just have to plug my nose and make bad art until I can make good art

I want to draw lolis getting fugged but if I tried it would literally look like blob abominations

Ok guys I made some faces for you they're not attractive faces or anything (unless any of them are you're thing). I know I'm terrible but I see potential in myself and I hope I'm not just lying to myself. But when I draw I feel this special kind of fulfilled sometimes, most of the time when drawing I feel desperate and horrible but there's these glimpses of what could be and it gives me some hope

I forgot to mark this nsfw but I think it's ok since it's just a silhouette not nudity

Here have some bad hips because I'm a bad artist and I should kill myself but I'm not going to and every humiliating failure of a picture I post will be evidence of my lacking. I am sorry for taking up space.

https://youtu.be/pnEbQciQItk

I'd look at people and myself and see garbage, this started in my childhood and is associated with my radical hippie grandparents telling me in private that all human beings wete garbage, not to be trusted, filth, evil, trash, and that animals were better than people.

I forgive you all and myself for being rotting stinking piles of flesh and fences, I think it really repels people when I have that kind of attitude, I only realized recently, and I'm ready to change right now. Perfectionism is a curse, and it's not cute.