YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I'm not as social as I want to be because I worry about annoying people, and rejection, but if I stop worrying I'll have a better life

Well since I'm so alone I'll just engage with my imaginary gf.

>Hey Jazzy! Love you
<Hey babe, thanks, love you too
>How are you doing?
<Meh, I'm bleh, I'm not doing great because I'm feeling down
>Why? You can tell me anything, I know you have a hard time opening up so I'm reassuring you
<Well, it's unresolved things from old friendships, they still bother me
>Unresolved things like what?
<People who I thought cared about me turned out to not really care all that much
>Ah I understand...it hurts to be discarded, treated like an object by those you trusted
<Yea, yea pretty much
>Well how are you going to get over it?
<I don't know how, if I knew I wouldn't be feeling this way...
>Well I value you and respect you and I won't ever discard you like an object
<........
>I know you don't trust me, you're scared to trust and believe my words, but I do mean them, and I'm not going away, and one day I hope you can trust me the way I trust you <3
<I hope so too babe, I love you too...I want to trust you

I'm guessing I have no romantic prospects, since if I did they would surely be pestering me and telling me about their day and asking me about mine even when I'm quiet for a while because they think I'm so awesome

I still can't believe how uncool certain people can be, like it's unreal, they have zero chill, zero game, zero style, when they walk into a room the band stops playing

Flowers for my fedi frens, please love me fedi frebs... please... please forgive me...I...n-need you, fedi frens...I...*cough* need y-you

https://youtu.be/y_goHl-GuNk

https://youtu.be/921z4LAHvak

https://youtu.be/sYVA62aI5k4

https://youtu.be/sfuLrny00t4