JazzFLASH @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I had a bad dream where I was in a seedy hotel with bad people, sex traffickers, and they wanted me to "work" for them but I wasn't into it but they weren't having it

Guys i keep putting on weight and I'm becoming a chonker, I try to eat less but I'm just so hungy

I have a much more satisfying orgasm when I'm fapping to thoughts of smol femboys than I do when I'm fapping to thoughts of cis girls, part of it is that I can't even imagine a girl genuinely ever finding me attractive but I can for guys

Idk if I have alters or what, but normally, when I'm conscious, I am repulsed by bbcs, but when I am out of it from edging, sometimes, and this stays between just us, sometimes, and I'm not proud of this or advocating for it or anything, but sometimes I masturbate to bbcs, THIS DOES NOT INVALIDATE ME OR SOMEHOW MAKE ME SOME SORT OF HYPOCRITE I DON'T CONSCIOUSLY LIKE BBCS AND EVEN IF I DID LIKE THEM IT'S NOT LIKE IT WOULD BE A SERIOUS ISSUE BUT I DON'T SO IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYWAY

i DO NOT like bbcs I DO NOT want them in my ass or my partners ass, this is a fact, bbcs are dirty and mean and rough, and I don't like that at all, femboy blacks with big cocks are fine because they're FEMININE but I don't want some big tough guy who's BLACK fucking my ASSHOLE

but sometimes, sometimes, just to see what the cucks are thinking, I fap to the thought of bbcs penetrating me and my waifus, but that is not indicative of REALITY or LIFE

I DO NOT take bbcs in my ass
I DO NOT think black "men" are sexy
I DO NOT want them to cum inside my waifu and giving her both HIV AND pregnancy
I don't want any of this
I don't want bbcs, pulsing rancid infected things, in my ass against my will

These are facts

I'm becoming transage 55 so I can be a bunch of your guys's father figure

Oh wait I remembered wrong it was a tweet and it's still up

They memory holed the videos of when trump said "protruding nipples, very disrespectful", can't find it on youtube

https://youtu.be/RVyjezZp_Ag
Feels

I saw a wholesome good thing and soy gaped in genuine happy amazement (can't share thing because of dox)

https://youtu.be/WAfNefX3faI
When your chatting friendly-ly with a someone before learning they are they

I just caught myself soygaping

https://youtu.be/5PAwUoKgeE0
Stand up to your demons

I'm too tired and old to keep falling in love with swers, I've matured enough (maybe) that I literally do not care about you on a personal level if you're providing a service, I'm not getting roped into that whole "love" thing when your love is a commodity

Nothingness > Be Joyous > Perseverance > Curiosity > Letting Go > Hope > Compassion