I feel really depressed that me and my little sister were turned against each other by our parents. There was a time where we could have been really close, but any potential for that is completely gone now. Any kind of affection was dissuaded in the house, and my little sister went from loving me, and sticking close to me, to being really mean out of nowhere, and it was because of her father (my stepdad). He would say shit to her in private about how she's better than me and how I'm not really worth much and shit. So she starts treating me like absolute shit, and I get mad, and she won't stop, and everything turns to shit. We never fucked or did anything sexual, but we could have, and we SHOULD have. I want a little sister who loves me, I want a little sister who hugs me and hangs off me in public, I want a little sister who kisses me on the lips, I want a little sister who people say is too close with me, but I want us to ignore them forever, I want a little sister who people think is my gf because of our body language and our relationship, I want that, I want to be known as the brother sister pair, I want people to speculate that we are but there is never any proof, until we become old and then we can come out. And by then, everyone will love us so much that they won't be able to cancel us, and we will serve as a beacon for all the brothers and sisters who were made for each other but who have been driven apart because of abuse from the outside world.
My problematic views about gayness and gay men: If you're gay, please don't act masculine in really any major way, a little butch is ok, like barely any though, we're talking still hairless boi, no beard, no mustache (gay, cut that shit out). If you are GAY, and you want to be TAKEN SERIOUSLY then you need to SHAVE, EXFOLIATE, MOISTURIZE, DO YOGA, IN BRIGHT COLORS, AND PASTELS, NO CAMO!!!!! (*NO CAMO!!!). You will only dress masc IRONICALLY and as an OBVIOUS JOKE TO LOOK CUTER AND MORE GIRLY. If you have a BALD HEAD, GET A FEMININE WIG, OR SHAVE THAT SHIT COMPLETELY AND BE A BALD FETISH BITCH BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T ACT LIKE WHAT YOU GOT NOW LOOKS GOOD.
Fantasy/Fiction
Imagine if God was real and he spoke to you and he commanded you to rape and gave you divine powers to help you in your raping? You would question, you would even try to disobey, but God is having none of that, you will rape, or the world will be destroyed, but if you do rape, God will bless the world with eternal peace. You do not know how many you have to rape, but God will tell you when to stop, and he won't give you more than you can handle.
Are the antis being defeated? I need my bretheren to pass the word, the antis have shut down truth in news reporting, now word of mouth is the only way. The conservacucks are fearful, they say a new age of pedophilia is upon us, tell me, is it true what they say? Or are these simply the ravings of mad antis? Tell me Pedophilus! Pedophilus the legendary hero! You are our only hope for truth in news reporting!"
oh man feeling so connected like this it makes me want to give you hugs oh man I just want to give you a hugs jeez ER man look at that guy he was mean to me but now he looks sad you think you could use a hug I'm going to go give that guy a hug and everyone is so sad but they're feeling better now cuz I'm giving them hugs
When i take my sleep sleep sometimrd weirdx visions wCky stycf, like they're working on stuff sll around us, ee usually can't see ALL AROUND AS IS A WORLD WE CANNOT SEE AND IN HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OF VOLUNTEERS THE CIRCULARS THE CIRCULARS THE CIRCULARS THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT THE CIRCULARS IN THE CIRCULARS WILL BE THE ONES HOPE UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN YOU WANT TO MAKE A NEW SOCIETY YOU HAVE TO HAVE A FEW UNDERSTANDING WHAT'S REALLY WELL DON'T USE FORCE DON'T USE FOR THAT'S A GOOD START AS A GOOD BELIEVER AGAINST STRONG THAT'S NOT SOME MORE I WANT SOME MORE DON'T COMMENT I'M COMING BACK HISTORY WHAT AROUND CHINA
So I have a cute pic of me on a dating app where I'm making a silly face, and some dirtbag with no pfp messages me like "remove this pic right now" and I was like wut the fuk and it turns out he really thought he had the right to just talk to me like that, made me wish I had tony stark powers so I could just break his legs or at least threaten to and get him all scared but that's just a fantasy life, a life of action taken, of scores settled...but not here in the real world, scores rarely settle, they jut go round the drain forever. ,flicks cig, man, I got lost in ny life before it even started. I'm hoping to find it all again before it's too late, the purple mantees, umi M here I am Here i am saying to your
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