JazzFLASH @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I've got to beat my monkey side back and control it to be a better person, the animal in me is wild and untamed, is that what autism is? Being an eternal child? A half retard? Certainly my mode of expression is retarded, but I was walking at a very early age. I didn't play games, I hit life hard, and it hit me back harder. I wonder if I'll ever be a smooth boss, a champ like I was supposed to be before I lost it all. Everything I worked for. Everything. Almost everything...not everything...I could rebuild. And so I've tried, and it is slow going, I don't know what tomorrow holds but I try. I couldn't garden as hard this year as I usually do, because my bod is messed up, but even so, I feel as if my bod being messed up has forced me to learn to work smarter not harder. And so I've learned a lot in a short time, but only in theory not in practice. I want to get right with the land, harvest its fruits, and I want more than to just survive I want to thrive.

Ok I am FLIRTING with people again lately and I've got my armor of breavery on and my gauntlets of friendliness and my boots of healthy self worth

https://youtu.be/RrbEFwkveXQ?si=HZIzjwfgqwPge8n9

I would be polyamorus with the Scooby Doo gang so I guess I'm not against polyamory in THEORY

Ugh so the collateral on netflix isn't collateral the movie it's collateral the series that just came out and they know exactly what they're doing those fucks

Watching Deer Hunter

I have autism so it's really hard for me to lie so I'm sorry if I don't lie when I'm supposed to. I'm good at writing fiction stories though, which are a kind of lie, idk why that is.

I totally get how demons must feel who can't do their thing unless someone invokes them, really respect them for not giving up and instead figuring out ways to trick people into invoking them.