YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

Buffy, X files, TNG, these are the shows that keep me safe from your bullshit

Ok fuck you guis I'm watching Buffy again I'm disappearing into Buffy my problems don't exist anymore I'm traveling back to the 90s I'm safe and my parents aren't divorced everything is ok Halloween is still fun my back and neck don't hurt and everything is fine omg I can still smell and see and hear and I don't have tinnitus it's so wonderful

Maybe not "leave" but I can only divide my time so much

I think I'm going to leave the map community and move to the more socially acceptable, proshipper community. There I may even be able to find love with a likeminded individual, in the map community it's too risky to do anything other than chat anonymously imo.

Oh god, I have found a safe space in the normie zones again, it's a thing called "proshippers", basically they're sane people who believe that thoughts and desires or expressing them without shame or fear is ok in this insane world. Thank god for the proshipper movement! Proshippers excelsior!

Stop raping me/vent

I'm not even addicted to something people consider a problem, so I feel like I don't count. But I get blitzingly stoned every day, and have been doing that for 10 years, before that I'd get stoned as hell but it wasn't every day. When a friend irl died and my only other friend and psudo boyfriend left me alone to suffer, I even got into harder stuff and risky relationships, I've been technically sexually assaulted, numerous times, I just told myself for a long time those weren't assaults, they were "uncomfortable" memories because I wasn't ready to admit the facts. I'm glad I left those people, rape me once shame on you, rape me twice...I've learned not to be raped by the same person twice now. If they disrespect your consent once, they'll do it again, forever, leave them, find a support group./vent

I'm an addict T-T

The government must be silencing me, and that's why I'm not getting likes and retoots and interacts 5 to 10 times a day like I used to get in the OLD DAYS