I think my drugged friend just made me break the pure-right barrier.
I make a ton of money. 4 times what he does. He is also in debt. So, I started to save up. In case, he got into trouble, I planed to bail him out.
Then, a few weeks ago, when I wanted to debate with him about it, he started to tell me how much he hates rich people. That they do love money more then human life and want to just keep it. (while he was eating a huge hamburger I paid for... obviously)
That hurt a lot. That few lines broke my hearth, since I realized he is not willing to accept happiness, and even if I gave him the money, he would not be able to mentally accept the freedom it offered to him.
@sim
> Does he ever pay for food for you when you are out together?
He bought me a book against my wish. I said he's in debt and I make 4 times what he does. He's not using me, because he cannot even accept what is given.
Because he gave up on life 5 years ago, and now, he's just post-poning till he get's in the mood to check out.
It turns out, checking out is harder then he thought at first, but part of him already seem to have accepted that fate.
It is definitely difficult to check out. This is a difficult situation to be in for you both. I wish I knew how better to help but until he wants to get healthier and change, get clean off the drugs and get out of debt... I don't know that there is anything you can do.
@sim
That's the thing.
Few years ago, he gave up and broke. That was before I knew him. He got into the debt with intent to just spend the money and leave.
Then, he got better and even got a professional help. He has been working his ass off to get out ef debt etc.. But when the government lockdowns hit, company cut his pay, hours and he got a lot more ready to leave again...
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Anyway, thanks for taking the moment to talk with me about the topic. I realy needed to take this shit out of my system...
