@beardalaxy
Decades of living in a complete financial security does change you.
At one point, I just realized, that when I grew up in gheto, I had a meeting with gipsies about once per month? Not too much, but it was a fact of life. But, when I moved... they're gone. I have not have any negative meeting like that for years. And it is unironically starting to fuck with my brain, knowing that the memories are real, even though, they no longer seem like the same reality.