You do not pass as an attractive woman or as a woman at all, even with 50 pounds of makeup and plastic surgery and clever lighting tricks. Even then you cannot escape what you really are and what you will always be. You have successfully shed whatever parts of you were masculine perhaps - at least on the surface nobody would ever describe you as masculine or manly - so you've got that going. But your femininity quotient has not increased at a rate commensurate with the loss of your masculinity. You may not be masculine, but you also are not feminine.
You are weird and artificial. You are manufactured and lifeless. You are unearthly and eerie. You are like some kind of human deepfake.
You are a man deprived of all the best qualities of men, but without any of the best qualities of women.
Even your personality is contrived. Everything about you is fake. Nothing about you reigns true - nobody buys the act. You'll never be accepted as a woman by anyone - never, by anyone - even the people who pretend to accept you as a woman are only pretending because they are afraid of being lectured if they don't, or because they want to use you as a platform to virtue signal. But everyone who looks at you will see something pity-able and bizarre. Something utterly unfeminine in every way. You will never be able to have the identity that you are trying to appropriate.