Alyx Hinata 🇹🇩🚫💀 @alyx@gameliberty.club

Just had a terrifying thought.

Are memes gonna be considered an art form in the future? Will clueless, poorly paid, teachers attempt to teach kids made up, overly complex meanings to some obscure happy merchant meme?

Will memes basically become the equivalent of poetry?

I really don't understand people's incessant need to live stream their gaming sessions.

I can understand it if you're some gaming prodigy, and think you can teach us peasants how to play Fortnite, but why is everybody with a controller thinking I'm interested in watching the 1000th stream of whatever game is popular right now? I'm not interested in watching you failt to beat a boss 10 times over. So why are you interested in the world seeing you fail? Hope this is not an humiliation fetish, is it?

The only other internet phenomenon I was less interested so far was the vlogging thing. But not by much.

Need to try and get some sleep. That will probably do me some good.

I'm having one of those moments when I feel like distancing myself from everyone. Part of me wants to just abandon this place. Delete my accounts and not return. Maybe start again somewhere else, and run away again as soon as I feel like I'm getting too close to someone.

I won't. Mostly because I know I'll feel better by tomorrow.

I've got issues man... serious issues. Trust issues, self esteem issues, confidence issues... Issues I can't even name or fully understand.

Most of the time I just feel like I need space. And lots of it.

If I ever disappear... I'm probably fine, but it's because I needed space and to regain control of my comfort zone. Which is usually unstable as fuck IRL already... I can't afford to have my online presence add to that in any way.

P.S. Thanks for reading my blog post. Here's something cute to cheer you up after reading my depressing shit.

BRB, existential crisis kicked in.

>Lady and the Tramp live action adaptation
But why?!

I've heard an interesting theory that all the old anthropomorphic Disney cartoons is what basically lead to people becoming furries. Maybe now they want to turn people completely to bestiality.

Ok... putting my phone down. Giving sleep a second try. If I don't post again, it means I've successfully entered a coma and got away from IRL forever.

Houston, we have a problem. I'm not getting sleepy. Any advice?

Seriously though, hope I'm not starting an insomnia phase again.

Is Steam actually down or is my internet being a dickwad?

How the hell did my hair get so tangled?! *sigh* Long hair struggles...

Unpopular opinion: Firefox is the Internet Explorer of the Linux ecosystem.

Ross Scott, the saviour of vidya, speaks and you shall listen!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM8q7En2pMQ

I might have made a mistake... oh well...

Just imagine if Vee could actually edit videos, what masterpiece this would be.

https://youtu.be/VVBy33ezwUc

Scratch what I said earlier. The increase in performance is absolutely noticeable if you have an old CPU.

Fuck Specter/Meltdown fixes. I don't believe for one second that these things were actually created for security reasons. Remember, Intel was still the dominant power in the CPU market when these vulnerabilities were made public, and at the same time, they've been failing to make significant performance advances for several generations. So why would people buy new CPUs, if they weren't much better?

I'm sure you're smart enough to understand where I'm getting at.