b e a r d @beardalaxy@gameliberty.club

apparently the game executable is known as "Monke" lmao you can't make this shit up

joel is unfathomably based and that's why (((they))) had to put him down

THEY ACTUALLY RELEASED THIS SHIT WTF

what most people think of when they hear "fallout" vs what i think of when i hear "fallout"

Elora and Bianca Reignited

https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/twistedscarlett60/elora-and-bianca-reignited

#twistedscarlett #newgrounds #furry

Ghost attack!

https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/eipril/ghost-attack

#eipril #halloween #newgrounds #furry

do you think you'd have enough PP for this?

https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/bnbigus/i-m-putting-together-a-team-page-25

#bnbigus #pokemon #furry #blaziken #newgrounds

backstory: i have hypersexuality (wow big shock) that is brought on by cyclothymia, which is a mood disorder similar to bipolar but with smaller peaks that just fluctuate more often. so instead of being depressed or manic for a week i'll be hypomanic for a day or even a few hours before fluctuating between that and minor depression. it comes with its own share of unique issues.

i wish my parents had actually caught this instead of being avoidant, because honestly i was pretty fucked for a while because of it. looking back, even as a young kid i was pretty sexual in my own innocent way and had some pretty wild mood swings with a lot of anger or heightened self-importance.

it makes me appreciate places like fedi as well as other online resources a lot, though, tbh it has helped my self image and sense of control a lot to sort of be immersed in a culture where people just share hentai all the time and shit. part of what made it so bad, for me and others, was that it was heavily repressed. it was really weird going from being told i was addicted and a horrible person for liking that stuff to going into the actual adult world and finding out, hey, actually everyone does this shit. i feel so much more healthy, man. my head's in a much better place and that affected my physical body too.

i know this isn't the answer for a lot of people, because they'll just get worse and get actually addicted and goon for days on end or whatever the fuck, but as far as i'm concerned it's helped me a lot in a weird way. it's also sort of helped me come to terms with who i am and not be so fucking sad about it all the time (well, most of the time).

it's also helped arm me with knowledge for if i ever have kids, because i know both of my parents also have some sex and mood related issues. all of my siblings have psychologic issues as well, ranging from mild psychosis to OCD to major depression. before, i really didn't want to have kids because i was worried they were going to be fucked up like i was and i wouldn't know how to deal with it, but after learning more about myself and unpacking some shit it's helped reorient me and give me confidence in giving my future children the best life they can have, despite almost certainly having some psychological issues. crazy enough, i think my online experience in the past four years or so has majorly contributed to that.

unconventional as fuck, but i've never really been a conventional person in ANY sense of the word. what's that saying? unconventional problems require unconventional solutions.

thanks for coming to my fuckin ted talk, here's a cute kanna for your time (art: 画画的布丁SAMA)

like, check this out. my last record on this was somewhere in between 15 and 24 zones and i just got to 56!! shot all the way from a bronze medal to a platinum one.

gettin back into ballisticng since i've been on my racing game kick.

dude, i'm way better than i was last time i played this game. it's weird how i can leave a game for a long time and then come back and just be so much better.

first try platinum on a time trial.

#BallisticNG

pawoo now requires manual approval for new accounts

https://pawoo.net/@pawoo_support/111249170584706318

miku by abmayo

https://twitter.com/abmayo_mfp/status/1713550796917490030

#miku #hatsunemiku

Rip bozo

yo did you guys see the eclipse today

Can you imagine the outrage if there was something like this for white people?

Dude I am in LOVE with this wallpaper! The art is amazing and the Wallpaper Engine animation I did adds a nice sense of depth and makes it all so lively. It's been a while since I just stared at a wallpaper.