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I may have created something too yabai for this world... 😱😱😱

Mesugaki Lily! 😭😭😭

#lilyhops #LilyHopkins #loli #ロリ #lolicon #vtuber

Guys, two days until Star Fox. I've waited a decade for this. I'm so fucking stoked. Might even do a stream.

oh no, it seems i'm going to be getting paid a little bit for my music being included in an AI licensing deal.

anyway...

watched the backrooms movie. i thought it was decent, they took the concept about as far as they could have to make something good with it. i don't know why every single psychological horror movie has to have a therapist in it though.

i personally would have preferred the movie to be centered around the actual research team going in there, but it would have been easier to make it a bad movie than what they ended up doing. i think they made it just normal people going in there to try and make it more relatable to amplify the horror aspect of it, but the relatability kind of falls apart when you think to yourself "i wouldn't keep exploring."

so yeah, not a bad movie, but i don't think you're missing anything by not watching it. honestly, things like the backrooms and liminal spaces are less scary to me than they are just interesting and almost cozy in a strange way. because of that, i don't really vibe with horror content involving them. i think the best example of this sort of thing is still MyHouse.wad.

@Jens_Rasmussen people who feel static. Inorganic. As an example, an LLM that doesn't have a large enough dataset so it is always repeating itself. People who, when challenged, seem to glitch out and either revert to factory settings or hallucinate and spit out garbage. People who seem to just lack general awareness and critical thinking skills. People who seem to lack an actual identity of their own and only maintain a facsimile of one that they have absorbed.

I find myself having a hyper awareness that I don't see in other people and it bothers me from time to time because it feels like it should just be the standard way somebody should act. I don't think it's crazy to expect and I only say it is hyper awareness in comparison to the relative awareness I observe. If I point out a mistake someone will say sorry or try to correct it in the moment but the lasting behavior doesn't change so I know it's just empty. It's not real. A couple particular instances I don't want to expound upon are eating me alive at the moment and I can't fall asleep. Today, in general, I've been feeling this sense that I'm living in unreality.

I'm beginning to wonder how many people I interact with on a daily basis, even offline, are substantially real.

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