I have to confess something shameful, not because it's racist, but because it's racist. I used to hate bbcs because I was racist.......and I still don't look at them....much..........but I have a big folder, it's like the containment unit from the ghostbusters, where I put any content that has anything to do with bbcs or anyone with dark skin who's NOT getting buttfucked or sucking a dick...............and sometimes I open that cursed folder.......RARELY, RARELY DO I DO IT......but I have been...........thinking of it lately. thinking of that folder.........and opening it......and looking..........and nutting...................I even think about each giant hurtful freakish bbc on screen raping my ungrateful gf who did get raped by a group of black men who I assume had very large cocks, they raped her by tricking her and threatening her, the police had to rescue her from human trafficking........anyway that fucked me up .......I lost my virginity to her......I thought she would be my wife......she was petite just like I liked, I'm not a tall guy so we matched, she was slightly smaller than me......so those bbcs must have really raped her painfully, and I even called her during the search and she had to whisper into her phone because she was so scared and then I heard them say in their ghetto accents ayo who get off dat phone!!!!! And then I couldn't get her again no matter how much I called....so yea, I became a little racist, a little hateful, she left me, or I left her..it's complicated, it's painful, but because she cheated on me when she got raped I have complex feelings, I hate that she got raped, it makes me want to chop off bbcs, but there's part of me that's very angry at her for cheating on me and there's a part of me a dark part that wants to revel in her suffering so I imagine giant bbcs raping her or the giant white dicked friend I had who I didn't know was a rapist that raped her and took her virginity before any of us met and I didn't know until after she and I had bonded. I hate this life I just want a qt who wants a damaged joker boi to be her bf and she won't cheat on him (me, we're talking about me here!) and she won't be all like "I'm leaving you because we just don't fit" and then she goes and gets raped by gangsta rappas and she gets HIV and HPV so bad that her ovaries stop working. /vent /real /I need my fedi partner to hmu in the dms I need to move on from this pain and take the new relationship seriously with someone who gets my freak, like this ex I'm talking about admitted she got fucked by a dog then ghosted me.......like bitch we are so compatible how can you ghost me????? So all you know Jazzy by now, you know Jazzy is pretty much me but just with no social filter, please date me, please, I'm beggin you, I'm a minor celebrity so that's gotta get me SOME points come onnnnnnn please give me attention if we're dating hmu I need your love and attention asap 🥺
"Ou, let me touch another mans pp, let me eat his butthole, oooh, a double team with me and my cute friend on this truckers butthole!!!!! Did I ever go to town on YOUR butthole jazzy??? HEHEHHEHEHE FUFUFUFUFUFU OF COURSE NOT! YOU WEREN'T MAN ENOUGH TO DEMAND IT JAZZY, SO I CHEATED ON YOU AND NEVER DOUBLE TEAMED YOUR BUTTHOLE WITH MY BIMBO FRIEND!!!!!"/how it feels to be me rn thinking about how it went down when my ex broke our VOWS with each other T-T (this happened almost 20 yrs ago don't put a timeline on my trauma recovery healing process)
You know, all you motherfuckers who don't like me, I could just create fake personas to get in your head and fuck with you if I was really as bit a sack of shit as you've convinced yourself I am, yet I don't. I have one account here, and one on feral, and one on pawoo, and one defunct on baraag. I have never had an alt. I don't do that. To me that is a game of shit. I don't play those kind of games. Hurts that some people do./vent
I want to become a member of the communist party so that I'll have friends...I tried with the nazi party all those years ago (as those of you who know my full story are aware of) but they turned out to be real dick holes. I saw people professing to be communist being so mean to the Nazis who were being "polite" so I didn't recognize what was going on was reactive abuse, the Nazis pretend to be nice guys wbile telling lie after lie and making veiled threat after veiled threat until the communists say to every damn nazi they see I KNOW YOUR GAME FUCK YOU KILL YOURSELF...to someone with no context of course the communists look like the nutjobs, but after being educated I now understand WHY they were so aggressive towards these pieces of hypocritical lying vile nazi shits./vent
I literally used to sing that song while doing dishes at my shitty job really believing me and my younger gf would get married, that was before she cheated on me and got herself SAd so bad her vag broke and now I'm so terrified of it happening again I refuse to pursue relationships with normal non-paranoid non-introvert gurls, because I'm scared they'll get hurt by the world and I won't be able to help them, and I worry our relationship wouldn't survive the strain./vent
今年の初めにサポーターの皆様に向けて募集し、1月から2月にかけて制作した「午年」の「ここにあなたのキャラクター」コミッション作品です。制作はとても楽しかったですし、きっと馬も楽しんでいたことでしょう 🐴
results of the Year of the Horse YCH commission that I offered to our supporters back at the begging the year and completed over the course of January and February, I had lots of fun with this one and I'm sure the horse did too 🐴 #幼女 #オリキャラ #貧乳 #異種姦 #獣姦 #馬姦 #馬チンポ #バニラ(ネコぱら) #ネコぱら
Stand up comedy is dead. Have to get up there and be a fucking philosopher. Fucking hate these cocksuckers. I just want it to go back to fucking knock knock jokes, apolotical, talk about just flying in and having tired arms. Tried and true. Give the people what they want damnit. Tell them you walked into a bar and said ouch. Shut the fuck up about your existential bullshit I swear to god I will beat you unconscious with your own fucking microphone/vent
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Ughhhhhhhhhh no wonder governments would restrict access to beautiful princesses who are in their PRIME, they use them as the carrot on the end of the stick for their pawns!!!!!!!!! Epstein papers threaten to expose or "ruin" the WORLD governments, the REAL global currency isn't the PETRODOLLAR it's the CUNNYDOLLAR and THEY don't want YOU to KNOW ABOUT IT!!!!! Humans should be free and nobody should be the carrot at the end of a stick for pawns!!!!/vent
Just a reminder that the guy who coined the concept of "adolescence" and also "adolescent recklessness/incapability" was also a eugenicist who didn't even do proper research--He based this all off his own experience as an adolescent.
He also had a negative relationship with sex in general. He thought masturbation was bad. He also said we shouldn't teach critical thinking to children because it would destroy society, we should instead teach them to fear god and serve country.
His name was Stanley G. Hall.
Any time someone says adolescents are disturbed, reckless, incapable of making good choices--They are parroting him, a eugenicist who believed masturbation was bad, and who never actually did real science.
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