I need to find a girl/guy who is turned on by my possessiveness. I literally think of my partner as part of me and me as part of them, we are a unified entity. So their body is my body, and my body is their body. So of course she's not allowed to do jack shit without permission, and neither am I. If I say you're not going to the movies with your friends tonight, you're not. If you say I'm wearing a cock cage, I am. If at any point a demand is made that is unacceptable, the relationship is mutually dissolved. It's just that simple. Your cunt is my cunt, it is my property. If you don't like that you are free to go at any time. My dick is your property. If I don't like that I am free to go at any time. Sound good?
@Mr_NutterButter Someone in the arctic had the idea to make igloos, but if applied to an arid country it wouldn't work, doesn't mean it's a bad idea. It just needs to be abstracted out more to see the utility. Instead of an igloo (a hut made of ice), the arid country would make huts out of available materials (clay and wood). Ideas can be abstracted they don't have to be literal. I could have an idea to pick apples and eat them for nourishment, I could suggest this idea to someone in a country that had no apples they would think I was an idiot. But if I abstracted out, and suggested to this appleless countryman to instead pick and eat his own local fruits, that would work. If he had no local fruits (like the inuet) he again, would think I was an idiot. But if I abstracted farther and said to the inuet, harvest nourishing materials from your environment, they would agree it is a valid and applicable idea.
@Mr_NutterButter That sounds very cool and like you're off to a good start!
@nameisname When I was a kid I noticed some kids were hot, and other kids were kind of ugly. Some kids were sweet, and other kids were selfish douchebags. As I aged, my views didn't change. I feel like I see things clearly and the status quo is delusional. It's like they forgot everything they experienced and felt in childhood, or maybe they're just NPCs and are genuinely retarded and never noticed any of the things when they were kids like I did. I don't see kids as a fetish object, that's why I'm non exclusive. They are people, whole ass people. These whole as people are being abused to fuck and back with words and psychological games and denial of physical needs, adults literally pretend kids don't have a sex drive. I was humping couches by 5 and masturbating and cumming by 9. Delusional assholes should fuck off. Kids are people. Abuse makes them into fucked up people later down the line. Doesn't matter if it's rape, or if they were threatened into getting on the bus and going to school to be bullied and abused even more, it's all abuse and it all leads to fucked up PTSD problems down the line. Kids need to be allowed to be horny and to explore with peers and adults like they're allowed to explore anything else, things like hiking, reading books, learning to cook, these are all normal things, normal things like sensual physical pleasure. It's literally insane to deny kids this one aspect of life, because some jackass fucking cult religion thinks physical pleasure is an affront to god, that to feel orgasmic pleasure is shameful because you are feeling good when god has punished you for the sins of Cain and you are supposed to suffer, and any pleasure is supposed to come from god only. This shit is serious and real, and nobody learns this until they dig deep into what these fucking cult nutjobs think, cultural barbarism is what it is.
@nameisname When I was a kid I noticed some kids were hot, and other kids were kind of ugly. Some kids were sweet, and other kids were selfish douchebags. As I aged, my views didn't change. I feel like I see things clearly and the status quo is delusional. It's like they forgot everything they experienced and felt in childhood, or maybe they're just NPCs and are genuinely retarded and never noticed any of the things when they were kids like I did. I don't see kids as a fetish object, that's why I'm non exclusive. They are people, whole ass people. These whole as people are being abused to fuck and back with words and psychological games and denial of physical needs, adults literally pretend kids don't have a sex drive. I was humping couches by 5 and masturbating and cumming by 9. Delusional assholes should fuck off. Kids are people. Abuse makes them into fucked up people later down the line. Doesn't matter if it's rape, or if they were threatened into getting on the bus and going to school to be bullied and abused even more, it's all abuse and it all leads to fucked up PTSD problems down the line. Kids need to be allowed to be horny and to explore with peers and adults like they're allowed to explore anything else, things like hiking, reading books, learning to cook, these are all normal things, normal things like sensual physical pleasure. It's literally insane to deny kids this one aspect of life, because some jackass fucking cult religion thinks physical pleasure is an affront to god, that to feel orgasmic pleasure is shameful because you are feeling good when god has punished you for the sins of Cain and you are supposed to suffer, and any pleasure is supposed to come from god only. This shit is serious and real, and nobody learns this until they dig deep into what these fucking cult nutjobs think, cultural barbarism is what it is.
@Mr_NutterButter That sounds interesting! Are you going fantasy themed, reality themed, business themed, or something else entirely?
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@Spaghettimon I only use spicy words for individuals I hate (just a reminder) I don't use them for an entire group. You're safe with me.
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@Spaghettimon I still remember the name she told me the spic bitch used, Chekka. Chekka like checker, as in, she checks areas for loose bitches to try and pimp out. Never got to talk to that cunt and I have no idea what she looks like but I'd like to give her a piece of my mind. All of them who used MY hole that week. Yes I'm very possessive and I perceived her as MINE since she gave herself to me and I was raised that sex means marriage. I was like a fucking Amish kid being blasted in the face by the world.
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@Spaghettimon I wouldn't be surprised if she did, I'd expect her to try it and like it based on her personality. She confessed to me once that she was molested by a cop (dad of her friend when she was sleeping over) when she was 8. Said he tried to put it in, but it hurt so he stopped and only did the tip. Made me so fucking mad with jealousy. She was fucked up about it though so I had to comfort her and tell her it was ok and not her fault and that she's not dirty etc. I miss her. Broke up with her because she got gangbanged by wannabe niggers in the city when I told her not to fucking go there. Started nice (to trick her), then they roughed her up and called more friends. She got set up by some spic bitch she met on the street. She confessed all this after the breakup but I already knew she had done something because I could smell it on her soul, I just didn't know it would turn out to be so bad.
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@Spaghettimon She had a picture in her room of her with her dog, a husky, she never talked about it and I never asked, but they looked very....close...in the pic. And she had a smug, knowing look in the pic, like she was getting away with something. I think she fucked that dog. But it wasn't around when I met her, just that picture on the wall in her room (this was before smartphones)...which is why I think she fucked it. I think she fucked that dog, got caught, and her parents got rid of it.
@Spaghettimon Based, that became my MO after I gave up on drawing. My brain became so coomed that I wanted to make sure I had porn even if it was deleted from tube sites (big studio scenes). I don't even get a boner anymore when I see people fucking, I have to focus to get it up. At first I was like awww ye I am now immune to seduction, but now I'm starting to worry that I may have become bored by sex.
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I didn't have sex until I was 18. She was petite and I loved her, met her at a house party. She was so beautiful. Everyone called her a gremlin though. But I loved her and didn't understand why everyone hated her. My first time was with her. She was amazing. She blew my mind. She took complete control like a mommy, and took very good care of me like I was a little boy even though I was twice her size. I was so dumb and inexperienced I didn't realize that the reason she was so good, was because she had lots of "experience". My gf was a whore. A slut. When I found that out I was devastated. I was like a dopey innocent retard who fell in love, I was basically Borat when he realized Pamela Anderson was a skank. Heartbroken and devastated. I dated others after her, but I never fell truly in love again. None were as good as her (in bed or in conversation), but she had her own flaws, she was prone to dangerous spontaneous behavior like running around and stealing cars and shit. I loved her, and that's why it hurt so much.
Why can't I just find someone like her, but without any of the bad parts?
@Spaghettimon What was your reason if you want to tell?
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